the grammar on this is going to suck. deal with it.
So the plan for the last several years can basically be summarized as: he goes to school first, he makes good money and then I can go to school. For about a million different reasons I'm not going to get into right now the plan that has been my whole focus for the last 3 years just went *pbbbt!* gone. And the weirdest part is - it feels really really really good. I think we're actually gonna reverse it. Its not at all what I had planned and definitely limits where I get to go to school (ASU unless I do something online) b/c we've got a house and his job etc. But.... it feels right. I mean the timing could not be worse. All the programs I want only admit once a year and the deadlines are all like January 1st and its already December fricking 5th and i am no where near ready for an application but if I hit the ground running Monday i MIGHT make it in time. And if I don't I can definitely be flat out amazingly ready by next year for sure. Granted the thought of a whole other year does make me want to puke but we're not going there right now. this could actually work.
and the weirdest thing is - we just blew 3 year of planning out of the water. i think various family members are probably going to rupture something but me right now.... i am wayyyy excited.
and the weirdest thing is - we just blew 3 year of planning out of the water. i think various family members are probably going to rupture something but me right now.... i am wayyyy excited.