Bah
Okay so I didn't get to sleep until 3AM this morning because I was lying in bed thinking about Katie. For the record.. for you my.. one reader or whatever.. Katie broke up with me the day after Prom. I'm still absolutly torn up inside. We are best friends though so we were going to keep doign stuff. And like.. most people say that.. but I have to think that this is different because we really ARE friends! Anyway.. I haven't seen her in 3 weeks. I had this idea about surprizing her but I really just need to tell her some things. I need to let her know first off that I love her. Then that I'm still IN love with her. And that I feel empty without her. Now even if this doesn't do anything.. which it won't.. it's important for her no know. In reality... I'll probably never be with her again but I actually love this girl. Absolute love no strings attached I love this girl more than anything. She is one of the only things that makes me happy and I can;t lose her. She said that she loves me but isn't in love with me. We're supposed to be best friends now.. but best friends don't not see each other for 3 weeks. I'm just so freaking torn up inside it's rediculous. I want to tell her these things but I know it won't do a thing.