god damn you oregon
So Yay for french being canceled! BOOOOO for already being awake for two hours when I could just be getting up now and super boo for having already walked to class in the rain. I hate you sometimes Oregon, I really do. Well, other that it being rainy outside and feeling sick still, today should be an ok day. knock on wood. Yesterday i hung out at the house all day. except for around 10 something, when I went to the library and then visiting. I stopped by seans room, but he wasnt there. I really wanted to see him too, so it was kinda sad. I could have called him or something, but its my fault that we broke up and don't see eachother anymore so I don't want to be all... confusing. I went over to K Sig for a little while last night though, and it was really nice. Doug and I did some homework and watched some West Wing, and it was just... nice. I really can't think of a better word for it than that. It is weird being around guys that could potentially be more than friends, after not being in those situations for so long. I'm not sure how well i'm handling myself either. I've just been feeling kindof blah lately. Not really depressed, or even sad, and even genuinely happy sometimes, but just kindof like nothing really matters. Which I really need to stop feeling, because stuff does matter, and I just know I'm going to majorly screw up if I don't start caring. So that is this weeks mission: start caring. Actually make that next weeks mission. This week already has a mission: Have Fun. That gets to be this weeks official mission because my birthday is on wednesday. So be expecting some long winded post about how depressing it is to get older and so forth and what not.
