Yuki: Complications

Sep 01, 2010 21:35

Oh wow another Yuki POV amazing!! I don't know where this one came from. It just sort of happened really. ^_^

Just a small warning there are a couple curse words in this one.

Enjoy! <3


Before we left I got to see Yamapi once more as well as Kame. I got to introduce myself to Kame, he seems really nice. I think I got a strange look from Hikaru, but I said nothing and took my seat in the car.

For some reason the drive back home wasn't nearly as long as the drive there was. I didn't even fall asleep this time. I got to ride with Yuya, even though he was driving. So it wasn't too eventful, except for when Yuya took Ryosuke's last cream puff, that was rather amusing. All I did was watch and laugh.

So eventually later that evening, I was back home in my little apartment. I had thrown all my dirty clothes in the washer and started it. I leaned against the machine and let out a long sigh. It was quiet, kinda creepy. I felt kind of alone. I was use to being around Yuya, now he wasn't there.

I pushed of the washing machine and headed to my small living room. I flipped through my CDs looking for something good, I almost grabbed Arashi but quickly changed my mind when it made me think of Rai. I settled on something safe, Super Junior. Rai had never ventured into the world of K-pop.

A long sigh escaped me once more as I heard the familiar intro of Bonamana. I kept it at a decent volume before heading to the kitchen. My stomach growled loudly as I looked at the contents of my fridge. Nothing appealing there. I ended just making some rice, eating it fairly quickly before washing the bowl I used. I was suddenly very bored.

Going to my table I sat down and grabbed my sketch book from my bag as well as my pouch of pencils and such. Opening the sketch book I flipped through finding the next blank page, it was near the end, I'd have to buy a new one soon. I had really liked the sketch Yamapi had taken. So I decided to recreate it.

By the time I was done it looked better than the original, more fine details and the such. I looked it over once more when I was finished. Satisfied with it I shut the book and yawned softly. Getting up I grabbed some pajamas from my dresser and changed into them. The futon came out next and I laid it out in its normal spot.

I turned off the CD player and then the lights before laying down. I laid there for what felt likeforever, I tossed and I turned. I couldn't sleep. It was difficult to sleep with out the warmth of Yuya's body to cuddle up to.

The beep of the washing machine, signaling the end of the cycle was loud through the small apartment. Its startled me and I laughed at myself before getting up. Flipping the lights on I went to the machine and pulled out my clothes. I hung them up to dry before shutting the lights off once more, and laying back down.

My eyes moved to the clock, it's one of those digital ones. It was getting late, surely Yuya was asleep by now, he looked tired when we parted. I suddenly realized, that I really disliked being away from Yuya. Especially after how close we had gotten, and how much time we had spent together. I reached over and grabbed my phone from the table, flipping it open.

I looked at the background of Yuya sleeping and smiled some. I then opened up a new text message.

'Yuuyan, I can't sleep with out you. I love you.' I selected his name and pressed send.
I laid there for a few minutes before my phone vibrated. I pressed a button and opened the new message from Yuya.

'I love you too. I can't sleep without you either.'

It made my heart go doki doki. Suddenly there was a loud knock at my door, it frightened me. Hesitantly I got up and flipped on the lights. Another knock on the door. I approached the door.

“Who is it?” I called out.

“It's me, Rai.”

I froze in my spot. Why was Rai there? Why so late?

“Go away!” I called back.

“We need to talk Yuki.” she sounded calm. That didn't make a difference to me.

“Iie, I'm not ready.”

“It's been a week, you've had time to be ready.”

“Iie go away! I don't want to talk to you!” I called back. I was scared, I didn't know if she would hurt me again if I opened the door and let her in.

“I'm not leaving till you let me in and we talk.”

Baka Rai. Why can't she leave me be? Without much thought I grabbed my bag, shoved my sketch book and things into it, including my wallet. Grabbing another small bag I shoved clothes into it. I felt anger within me, not the usually fear and tears.

“Yuki!?”

“Go away Rai!” I said as I moved towards the door. I grabbed my keys and slipped on my shoes before I pushed the door open, almost knocking Rai over in the process.

I stepped out and quickly locked the door before beginning to walk away.

“Where are you going Yuki?” she questioned

“None of your business.”

“You can't run away from this!”

“I'm not running. I'm just not ready.” I stopped and turned around looking at her. We were several feet apart.

“Don't contact me Rai. I'll contact you when I'm ready.” I said it with confidence. Rai looked shocked seeing the new me. Not the timid scared girl she was use to. Granted I was still scared.

I held up my left hand, the bruise on my wrist from here was still an ugly purple. “You did this to me Rai. You left this mark, you hurt me. What on earth makes you think that I'm going to forgive you within a week? I trusted you with everything. I trusted you with my life. I don't care if you had your own problems. You DON'T take that out on others ever! Maybe you should starting taking your own advice and a few of those damned pills while your at it.” The words just flowed out of my mouth with a mixture of emotions, I was angered, scared, on the verge of tears.

“Yuki...” was all she said as I turned and walked away heading down the stairs and into the lobby. I heard her foot steps behind me. I kept on going though right out the front doors and through the parking lot.

I heard Rai get in her car and I started walking faster, my destination was Yuya's. Moments later she was driving slowly beside me. “Yuki get in, I'll take you where your going, its late.”

I ignored her and kept walking. “Yuki please...” Still I kept going. She kept following. I'd rather take my chances walking than get in that car with her.

I felt my phone vibrate in my hand, I got a new text. I flipped it open and looked at it.. It was Yuya again.

'Did you fall asleep on me, beautiful?' I couldn't help but smile a little. I quickly got out a response.

'Iie..' I pressed send and shut my phone shoving it in my pocket. I picked up my pace and Rai still followed beside me.

“Yuki this is ridiculous get in the car!” She had started to raise her voice and I cringed and something in me felt like it snapped.

I stopped and turned looking at the car which had now stopped.

“Damnit Rai!! Why don’t' you get a fucking clue?!?! I.don't.want.to.talk.to .you!! At this point I never want to talk to you ever again. I don't need you anymore!!” With those words I left a shocked looking Rai behind . She didn't follow me after that. Moments later though I was in tears. It all just came out once I had snapped. Even though what I had yelled at her made me feel so much better.

Several minutes later I was at the Yaotome household. I pressed the buzzer.

“Hai?” the voice sounded a little sleepy but I recongnized it as Kota's.
“Gomen...it's Yuki..” I sniffled. I heard a surprised yet concerned sounding 'Oh' and the gate unlocked. I headed in towards the door. It was already open and Kota was standing there.

“Mama!” I quickly moved into is arms hugging him tightly. I was still crying a little. He chuckled lightly and hugged me close.

“Are you okay Yuki?”

“Hai I will be. Arigatou.” My words were half muffled.

“Come in, we'll talk.” he then let go of me and I slipped away from him before he let me in. I toed off my shoes as he closed the door. The house had never felt so welcoming before. I sat my bag of clothes to the side and followed him to the kitchen. I saw Ryosuke sitting on the couch watching some drama and I think he was eating strawberries.

“Hot cocoa?” he asked with a warm smile.

“Hai, how did you know?” I asked curiously. Hot cocoa was like my comfort food.

He just gave me another smile, one that said mom's just know these things. Eventually we went and sat down at the table, and I sipped at my cocoa, it was perfect.

“So what happened Yuki?” He asked

I was about to reply when Hikaru walked in I looked over at him and smiled, my eyes were probably still red from crying. He was just in a pair of sweat pants.

“I'll just...” he looked between me and Kota and I giggled a little.

“Iie I don't mind..” I smiled once more. He returned the smile and took a seat next to Kota.

“So?” Kota said.

“It's was Rai. She showed up at my door, wanting to talk.” I stopped and took a sip of my cocoa. Kota looked a little surprised.

“I'm not ready to talk yet. She figured a week was long enough for me to be ready. She refused to leave till I talked. I know Rai and she is stubborn, she means what she says. I don't know why but..I just started gathering some clothes. Before I knew it I was out in the hall. She wouldn't leave me be. I don't remember everything I said. It happened so fast.” I let out a long sigh.

“Did she hurt you?” Kota asked sounding concerned, I looked up at him a shook my head.

“Iie, she didn't touch me or anything, she barely even yelled. I thin I’m the one that did all the yelling. I just couldn't take it. She kept following me as I walked, trying to get me into her car. Eventually I snapped and yelled at her, I told her to leave me alone..I told her I don't need her anymore.”

Kota and Hikaru simply looked at me, and Kota smiled. It seemed like Hikaru had a sudden better understanding of me. I wasn't sure if Kota had told hm much about me. I hope he had, he deserved to know as well.

“I really feel like I don't need her anymore.”

Kota smiled “You have opened up quiet a bit lately.” Hikaru nodded

“Hai, I know...it feels good...to finally be myself...I never knew the real me..I was always running..hiding behind pills...I haven't taken them in a month.”

There was a long silence and I took another drink of my cocoa. I looked up to see Kota look at Hikaru and Hikaru nod.

“Ano, Yuki, you can stay here as long as you need.” Kota said with a smile. I looked at Hikaru “Hai, you're part of the family Yuki, you are always welcomed here.” he said.

I could help but smile, to hear those words form Hikaru, it felt good. “Arigatou.” I said kindly.

“I'll go get Yuya.” Kota said and stood before leaving the room.

Hikaru and I both looked at each other for a moment. “Ano, you know Yamapi?” he questioned curiously.

“Oh Hai, just a little. I ran into him last night at dinner, literally. When I went down stairs, I slipped and he caught me.” he laughed a little at my clumsiness.

“Ah, I see.” he then reached over and grabbed Kota's drink sneaking a sip from it. I giggled some.

“Hai, then he found me this morning. I was waiting for a shop to open. He sat with me for a bit, he took interest in my designs.”

“Oh? Designs?”

“Mhmm.” I nodded a reached over pulling my sketch pad from my bag that laid on the table. “My clothing designs.” I slid the sketch pad over to him and watched as he opened it up and slowly went through them.

“These are good Yuki.”

“Thank you.” I watched him go through them smiling at one here and there. I knew they were probably the ones I titled with the song that inspired me. I knew there were a few songs that he wrote that inspired me.

“Ano, this last one 'One in a million' it's really good.” he grinned.

“Arigatou, Yamapi liked it too. In fact he took the first one I made. I liked it so much I re drew it.” I said a little proudly.

“I see. It really stands out from your other stuff.”

“That's because it's one in a million.” I said and winked. He just laughed and closed the sketch book sliding it back to me. It was then that Yuya entered the room, from the time it took to do so I was sure Kota explained everything.

“Yuya..” I said softly and smiled. He smiled back and moved over to me kissing my forehead as he leaned down. I finished my cocoa and we both looked at Kota and Hikaru.

Hikaru spoke first. “Hai she can stay in your room. But no hanky panky.”

I blushed at Hikaru's words and Yuya did as well, “Hai.” we both said in unison causing the two parents to laugh.

“It's late you two should rest.” Kota said as he took my empty cup and headed to the kitchen.

“Hai, arigatou.” I said as I stood and placed my sketch book in my bag. Pushed my chair in and looked at Yuya who simply smiled.

“Pajamas?” he questioned.

I looked down at what I was wearing. “Hai, I was too upset to change.” I laughed. He smiled and took my hand leading me from the room. Stopping he grabbed my bag of clothes before leading me upstairs and to his room. I had never been upstairs before. The house was so big.

Once in his room he let go of my hand and shut the door before setting my bag aside, I sat my messenger bag next to it and looked around some. He didn't have a regular bed, just a futon.

“We got rid of the beds and got futons before the vacation.” he said as if he read my mind.

“Oh I see.” I said and smiled. His futon was bigger than my own it seemed. Big enough for two or at least us two. I watched him move onto slipping under the covers.

“Let's sleep.” he said. With out a second thought I slipped under the covers with him. I planted a small kiss on his lips, and he returned it. We didn't let it linger though, we both knew where that might end up. We didn't need a mad Hikapapa on our hands either.

I cuddled up to him in my normal position and let out a long content sigh.

“Oyasumi..” I said softly..

“Oyasumi..”

Before I knew it I was fast asleep in Yuya's arms, right where I belong.

type: chaptered, media: fanfic, pairing: takaki/yuki, rating: pg-13, subject: takaki

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