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Working on my day off is always the MOST PLEASANT thing ever, isn't it? I mean, who would want to miss out on waking up at the ASSCRACK of dawn, just barely making it on time for a LONGASS shift that you aren't even supposed to work?! Especially with no lunch break... I love it. But like a winner, I really need the points removed, so it's worth it. You'll hear me bitching about it next week too.
Not every week is the best. This week has been rather confusing. My feelings are wrapped up and bound with one person, unraveled and flying away with another. I can't be with the perosn I want to be with for years yet to come, but the person who wants me now is struggling in his own life, let alone giving me what I need. Cyrus told me his feelings continue to grow, but he knows, just like I know, and everyone who cares about me knows, that it's not fair for me to stay with him. I'm willing to deal with the drama for a little good lovin' every once in a while, but it's different for him. I don't love him, don't want to be another notch in his belt... *le sigh*
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I'm high now. It's wonderful. Work sucks, Life sucks. I don't care right now. *glazed stoney eyed*
Not every week is the best. This week has been rather confusing. My feelings are wrapped up and bound with one person, unraveled and flying away with another. I can't be with the perosn I want to be with for years yet to come, but the person who wants me now is struggling in his own life, let alone giving me what I need. Cyrus told me his feelings continue to grow, but he knows, just like I know, and everyone who cares about me knows, that it's not fair for me to stay with him. I'm willing to deal with the drama for a little good lovin' every once in a while, but it's different for him. I don't love him, don't want to be another notch in his belt... *le sigh*
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I'm high now. It's wonderful. Work sucks, Life sucks. I don't care right now. *glazed stoney eyed*