Aug 05, 2005 23:15
100- I Know: this survey is boring you.
101- I want: a pony. specifically the 2007 shelby cobra gt 500.
102- I wish: i wasnt such a procrastinator. sometimes, it really gets in the way. i dont even put things off for any reason, i just do it. like, ill be running on an empty tank of gas, but ill be like. ugh. ill just go to the gas station next time im out and pray i dont run out before then.. why?! no reason!! and with homewrk and studying.. i WANT to do well. i WANT to get everything done on time and not have to rush.. but do i ever start anything before the day its due?? nope.
103- I Have: the greatest friends. the jackson kids, the camping crew, and of course the rowan family. i love them all to death. no one else would ever do half the things my friends have done for me. i love how, at the campground we all look out for eachother and if someone wanders away, everyone else looks for that person or walks the drunken ones to their tent and makes sure theyre okay.. they have been my best friends since i was like 12. we can just go down to the Cg and sit at the pool, but have the most fun doing nothing. its fantastic. and i miss being at rowan so incredibly much. i would even willingly play halo if that meant i could hang out with them right now! haha. i love how we are so spontaneous and fun.. and HONEST. bc only your best freinds can look you in the eye and knowingly break your heart bc its for the best. and everyone up here in good ol' jtown.. we've been together since high school, and i miss being in high school with them all!! and of course i love my diary.. cos we're mary-kate and ashley and we tell eachother everything and its so great to have someone to do that with!
104- I Hate: people who drive slow. especially those who like to drive in the fast lane.. but only go like 65. and refuse to move over. i hate that!!! that gives me the worst case of road rage.. omg. i just start screaming and tailgating.. its so bad. haha. not that im always in a hurry, but its just annoying. who wants to drive slow??
105- I Miss: field hockey. that was so much of a part of my life.. all those girls were my best friends and we had so much fun together. i would seriously give anything to go back to that time right now. i want to wear our warmups to school together and have the pirate hanging from my belt loop on the day we play tr east again.. and i want to synchronize our cd players on the bus so we can mouth all the words together.. i even WANT to run suicides again. i want to be called Sonic again.
106- I Fear: car accidents. more than anything, i fear other people i love dying in car accidents. i always hear stories of people being killed in accidents or really badly hurt.. and its never happened to me, but nothings stopping it from being possible. i kno thats a horrible way to think, but it scares me so much. im so scared ill never get to say goodbye or regret something or miss someone too much. i dont im too scared of myself being in a car accident.. just someone i love.
107- I Hear: that kingda ka is open again! which kinda scares me.. cos ive heard too many things about what went wrong on that ride. not that any of it will stop me from going back on it.. lol. but seriously thou.. it odesm ake me a little nervous bc how is anyone going to kno when we reach the limit for highest, fastest roller coaster? i mean.. what if top thrill dragster is the limit and kinga ka is .. well past the limit for human endurance or like.. safety? oh well. if i die on a roller coaster, i wont be too upset. at least ill have gone out while having a blast.. not to mention my name will totally be in the news!!!
108- I Search: for love or lust or whatever in all the wrong places. i always end up liking the wrong people. and then i have trouble shaking the crush bc nothing good happens ever, and i kno boys dont like me back or i kno nothing CAN happen, yet im a dumbass and always think.. well maybe... but no. im just a big ball of mess.
109- I Love: when my feet are tan. i love when i spread my toes apart, you can see white. i dont kno why.. but i have this weird obsession for having tan feet. and hands too. i dunno..
110- I Ache: in my heart.. okay but seriously, right now the back of knees really ache and i have no idea why. but its really annoying.
112- I Care: about people too much sometimes i think. "my weakness is that i care too much". yea.. that song was written about ME.
113- I Always: look too deeply into things. my brain assummes every little thing a person, especially a guy, does is symbolic of something, when really, i KNO thats not true bc guys are just stupid and nothing they do ever EVER has a meaning hiding behind it. yet, constantly i find myself analyzing every little thing he did or said or how he looked at me.. yea its no good.
114- I Dance: only when im drunk. and probably not well.. haha. but we all kno how it is when youre drunk.. youre the greatest dancer that ever lived!
115- I Cry: about the stupidest things! i think what it is, is im such like a people person or something.. like i can put myself in other peoples shoes and really feel their emotions a lot of the time.. so when those Sylvan learning commercials come on, i guess i just get caught up in the moment. lmao. sadly, im dead serious. i have truly and honestly cried real tears during a sylvan commercial. and it doesnt stop there.. i will cry at ANY movie. any tv show.. even a song. not that im a crybaby.. but. im just a very emotional person. lol.
116- I Do Not Always:
117- I Write: neatly. haha. i have awesome handwriting! if i tried. i could seriously copy like anything exactly. i can make perfect letters as if they were in a book.. okay sorry, im bragging.
118- I Confuse: even myself sometimes.
119- I Can Usually Be Found: sleeping in other peoples tents.. lmao. im like goldilocks!
120- I need: to feel loved. i need hugs. i guess what im saying, more or less, is i NEED A BOYFRIEND!
time finished: friday 11:14pm
you're done :)