..im sorry i took every word you said to be a promise..

Jul 22, 2005 19:27

its 729.. and im waiting for lauren and mandy to come pick me up. i have not been this excited to go somewhere in so long. i am SO EXCITED! i dont even really kno why.. ive just been so depressed i guess lately about a lot of things.. i miss being at rowan with all my friends there soo much. and i miss everyone form the campground so much. jackson really sucks. i never ever go out anywhere, cos no ones here. all ive been doing is working.. 830-130, then like 4 to god only knows when. thanks god, bcos i literally have 10 doallrs in my bank account right now! next friday will be like, the greatest day of my life when i get my two HUGE checks. then ill be able to pay bills and pay back everyone i owe money to. and then ill be back to like 10 dollars in my account.. but.. whatever.

i feel like a dork saying this, but you guys have NO IDEA how much i miss all my friends. when i had to leave everyone last weekend when i was down at school, i cried the whole way home. and right now im so incredibly happy to be going camping, im practically in tears. i LOVE my friends. haha. and im really glad theyre all true friends too, making sure i dont do stupid things and telling me things i should kno.. even if it does hurt.

but anyways.. ive been happy again lately. work is fun again. i was actually SAD when the homestand was over! i LOVE rec more than the kids do sometimes.. lol. and. tonight. i had to put my belt on the LAST inside hole. i dont kno what im going to do in another week or two when theres no more holes left! haha. well time for going.. mandy should be here any minute!!!!!
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