Lately, I've been feeling like nothing is worth the effort. Not school, not work, not my social life. I just feel that everything I do is fruitless and every day is just the same old shit over and over again. I need excitement and a new outlook on life. I need to be more free-spirited, but at the same time, grounded by a few close friends. Does that even make sense? I want to enjoy school even if it is tedious. I want to not care what people think or if I end up alone on a weekend night. I want to be able to have great stories when I get old. I'm not ready for marriage or a family like I thought I was a year ago. I've realized that I need to get my shit in order and live a little like the twenty-year-old I am. I need to stop stressing and just have me some goddamned fun already!
I think I'm going to chaperone my little sister's CIMI trip in April. How cool would that be? Completely spontaneous and not me. I love it.
And thank god for three-day weekends! Whoever decided that holidays should be observed on Mondays is a genius!
But I'm going to go do some homework and/or reading whilst I wallow in my self-pity. Someone, save me!
You Are 23 Years Old
23
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?