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So much of this journal is dedicated to that asshole that I used to call "my guy" - what a waste. I don't know what or why I am so mad at him exactly - just that he is pulling the usual "I don't know if I got a page from you or not, my pager is broken" bullshit. Like I even page that much. Aggh. He called me and did not ask one thing about me - just fucking talked about himself and was like "I have to go" so wasn't like I could bring it up. He says things will get better and we will have more time together and then all he does is schedule more work shit and take on more projects - fine but don't lie to me and say it is going to change. Where the hell is your follow through? You don't give a shit about me. God this feels good.