Way to go..
I dont get me sometimes. Why do I care about what others will think so much. I mean in some things it really impacts the way I act, and on others does not at all. The funny things is, I think I have it completely reversed from everyone else. Alcohol, parties, fights, things like that I can say no to as easy as pie. But, when it comes to everyone elses feelings, I sit here and in situations wonder how people will act and feel if I do something. Even if I know what I should do I might not do it. So, in turn I do the wrong thing when the right thing was the easy thing and the right thing to do the whole time.
I really got a way to put a damper on a good thing. It seems as if I always tend to do this, get something going right, and then take it for granite and my view gets interfered with. I stop seeing things clearly, I forget that I should be doing things to the people who matter most to me. But, I mean all of that makes sense, and why would I ever do something that made sense. I try to make rationale for the things I do, but as I look at it, it just makes things worse. So, here I go again, striking out at life.
I really got a way to put a damper on a good thing. It seems as if I always tend to do this, get something going right, and then take it for granite and my view gets interfered with. I stop seeing things clearly, I forget that I should be doing things to the people who matter most to me. But, I mean all of that makes sense, and why would I ever do something that made sense. I try to make rationale for the things I do, but as I look at it, it just makes things worse. So, here I go again, striking out at life.