Just good Enough
I think that is all I will ever be at anything. Just good enough in the classroom to get by. Just good enough on the basketball court to play for the team, or on the golf course, to be competetive. Just good enough as a friend to be there for people when they need me, but when I am not needed then I guess I am not good enough for me to really need them. Ya know, I am sure it is something about my passive personality. THe one which hates disagreements and tries to right the ship whenever possible and things go wrong. I guess I try to hard to avoid discrepencies, and instead I just pin all the problems on myself. But, the only thing that seems to get solved is that the fighting ends. Maybe people just cant respect me for it. Maybe people dont want to be surrounded by it. Maybe it is just a good release for people when they need it. Who really knows, maybe I am just not cut out to being the person I think I should be or thought I was. So I guess it is time to take a step back, because the person I see in the mirror seems to be a fake compared to the person others see when they look at me.