What do you do?
What do you do when the one thing that made you happy when it seemed nothing else could, is now the one thing bringing you down more than anything when everything else still is? Sounds like a perilous question if you ask me. I mean I wake up in the morning and honestly ask myself, what do I have to look forward to today. To my surprise most of the time, I dont come up with anything. So, why do I keep going then? Maybe something is supposed to happen. Maybe something good will come along. Maybe I need to be a stronger person. But, I think it is just going to get worse, watching people play the game I love just kills me. Maybe I need to pick something else up. Maybe I need to be a different person. Who knows? So, I go on in the hope that things will get better.