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so after being back in clare for more than a week...i figured it was time to update! i don't think i could be any happier being home. don't get me wrong, it's still hard to be away from state. it's just that things right now seem so perfect here. i love being with my mom everyday. when getting up in the morning means getting a big hug from her, every problem i have, no matter how big or small it is...doesn't seem so important. i think my mom more than anyone i know has a great ability to keep me from stressing out to death, or being self destructive! haha...it's just that i'm always worried i'm not being pretty enough, smart enough, skinny enough...and my mom is always able to pick me up without even batting an eyelash. i love that about her. in short, and without getting beyond sappy, she's the greatest mom, and an awesome friend...and i love her to death. she's so strong, and so independent...which is so not me...and i just hope that one day i will grow up to be half the mom that she was to me. awww...okay, i'm done :P
i LOVE being home with my friends too!! sex and the city marathons...frosty runs...the way that a year apart made no difference on how much i love them...and that we can still have endless conversations about anything!! it's going to be a great summer with all of them by my side! :)
and of course the boyfriend...i'm so happy to be home with him. getting to see each other more than every other weekend is defiantly a good thing. but...he's going to read this...and he already knows how crazy i am about him...so i don't think all of you want to know...because as mushy i can get about my mom...i can get just as mushy about him...so i'll spare you all :)
i'm defiantly missing state though...it seems like it just gets worse everyday. it's just it's starting the time were my friends from state are calling me more...or writing me emails...and as much as i love to get them...when they joke about memories we share or say i miss ya or tell me they were thinking about me because they saw something pink and sparkly and girlie...it defiantly pulls at me. it's so weird how you can be so happy in one place, but really want to be somewhere else at the same time. it's hard knowing that even when i go back in the fall, it is still not going to be the same as it was last year.
i can't wait to start working either. i think things will be even better when i'm horribly busy...because when i start work, i start my job shadowing and also volunteering the same week...and i love to be busy. i love the feeling of a day that you don't get to relax until it's over. lol, that sounds crazy i know...but i'm not sure of a better way to put it.
and...for whoever actually reads this..my apologizes..my life is quite boring and like i said before nothing big ever happens...lol, no drama to share, which is good for me, but bad for the readers of my livejournal. so...sorry it is lame! :)
that's it for now...hugs and kisses to you all! :) ...especially one to jake...because he told me to say that :P
i LOVE being home with my friends too!! sex and the city marathons...frosty runs...the way that a year apart made no difference on how much i love them...and that we can still have endless conversations about anything!! it's going to be a great summer with all of them by my side! :)
and of course the boyfriend...i'm so happy to be home with him. getting to see each other more than every other weekend is defiantly a good thing. but...he's going to read this...and he already knows how crazy i am about him...so i don't think all of you want to know...because as mushy i can get about my mom...i can get just as mushy about him...so i'll spare you all :)
i'm defiantly missing state though...it seems like it just gets worse everyday. it's just it's starting the time were my friends from state are calling me more...or writing me emails...and as much as i love to get them...when they joke about memories we share or say i miss ya or tell me they were thinking about me because they saw something pink and sparkly and girlie...it defiantly pulls at me. it's so weird how you can be so happy in one place, but really want to be somewhere else at the same time. it's hard knowing that even when i go back in the fall, it is still not going to be the same as it was last year.
i can't wait to start working either. i think things will be even better when i'm horribly busy...because when i start work, i start my job shadowing and also volunteering the same week...and i love to be busy. i love the feeling of a day that you don't get to relax until it's over. lol, that sounds crazy i know...but i'm not sure of a better way to put it.
and...for whoever actually reads this..my apologizes..my life is quite boring and like i said before nothing big ever happens...lol, no drama to share, which is good for me, but bad for the readers of my livejournal. so...sorry it is lame! :)
that's it for now...hugs and kisses to you all! :) ...especially one to jake...because he told me to say that :P