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At least when this week is done and over with, I won't have to worry about major exams until seventh year.
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If he hadn't upped and left, if he didn't go ahead and done whatever the hell he wanted to do like get surgery to turn himself into a woman, I wouldn't have had to worry about mom going like a raving lunatic all over my being 'manly' and stuff.
... and I wouldn't have cared about people knowing that I like to cook. Fuck, guys are chefs. There's nothing wrong with that. UGH, I hate the fact that it's ingrained in me to think that the stuff I like is seen in a negative manner by people... and most of all, mum.
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Still, got some more exams to go...
[Private]
If he hadn't upped and left, if he didn't go ahead and done whatever the hell he wanted to do like get surgery to turn himself into a woman, I wouldn't have had to worry about mom going like a raving lunatic all over my being 'manly' and stuff.
... and I wouldn't have cared about people knowing that I like to cook. Fuck, guys are chefs. There's nothing wrong with that. UGH, I hate the fact that it's ingrained in me to think that the stuff I like is seen in a negative manner by people... and most of all, mum.
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Still, got some more exams to go...