history repeating
over & over & over & over & over & over.
eww i ruin everything. everything.
i honestly don't know how to act without it.
& i end up bein this like, pushy edgy bitch &
i truely honestly can not help it & im sorry.
errruughhh.
i need...i dont know.
my wants take over my mind for me to even think anymore.
im pathetic.
truely i need shot.
i really think too much off this.
about how i used to promise myself id like end everything at 16.
unless someone wanted to save me & what'ya know, no one did because only you can save yourself
but im too far gone for that.
i think ill just drop out & rot & get high everyday.
nothing attatched to that.
i feel shitty.
excuse me.
eww i ruin everything. everything.
i honestly don't know how to act without it.
& i end up bein this like, pushy edgy bitch &
i truely honestly can not help it & im sorry.
errruughhh.
i need...i dont know.
my wants take over my mind for me to even think anymore.
im pathetic.
truely i need shot.
i really think too much off this.
about how i used to promise myself id like end everything at 16.
unless someone wanted to save me & what'ya know, no one did because only you can save yourself
but im too far gone for that.
i think ill just drop out & rot & get high everyday.
nothing attatched to that.
i feel shitty.
excuse me.