It's outter beauty too

[sparrowhearts]

i can't wait to see how different i am this time next year.
like my mum wants  me to be hot so bad i swear.
haha she is doing so much for me to get skinny again
& look good.

idk i had something important to discuss but i forget.
i guess thats a good thing though. i talk too much.
i know this.

im the most pessemistic person ever lately.
it's pissing me off & making me sad.
but i feel like if i let that melt away a bit
i'll get torn up again. not worht it.

i'll stick to being a bitch.

i hate when i fight with boys.
especially ones i like a whole lot.
it sucks. especially when i don't know
why we aren't talking..it's all pretty  lame if you ask me.