Back up hill on this rollcoaster called life
Things are getting better, kind of. Me and Chris have worked out some issues we were having. We talked about things that were bothering us and things have been a lot better since then. On the down side, The wedding is in a month (actually less) and my mom told me a couple days ago that my brother and my oldest sister refuse to attend. So I guess what we're going to do is just have the wedding here. I know that sounds like a drastic measure but the fact is that nobody really wants this to happen and a wedding is supposed to be about sharing your special day with your family and friends. The only people who don't seem to have a problem with it is my dad, jordan, and becky. They want me to be happy. I understand that Rose misses me but i just wish she would understand that I gotta do what I gotta do and I AM happy. So Hopefully the family will come around and realize that i love chris, he isn't going to hurt me, and I didn't move away to hurt anyone. I did it so I could become more independent. I know living with Chris' parents doesn't exactly make me independent but I have changed a lot. I am more responsible, calmer and all around better now that I am not depending on everyone else for everything. Other than that things are fine. I think we're going to have the wedding in a court house, hopefully Rose will come out here for it w/ my parents. After that I think we're all gonna go out to dinner and stuff. Not exactly my ideal wedding but I really don't have another choice. Let's see... what else is new? Well me and Chris' house is under way. We got the ceiling in and we think that we should be done within the next 4-5 months. It will be wonderfull having my own home. Somwhere that we don't have to hear Chris' mom's loud mouth constantly. Not much else is different, mainly just that me and Chris' relationship has gotten so much better. It's like it was when we first met. I guess thats all there is to say... Until next time.