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Man... I guess somtimes you just gotta let things go. One of my oldest friends pretty much hates me. I feel kinda bad about it though cause she thinks that I did something just to hurt her and it wasn't like that at all. I dunno. I wouldn't hurt her intentionally for anything but her life is going in a completely different direction than mine and I'm not gonna hold her back or bother her with all sorts of "Please don't leave me" kinda shit. I guess people are just bound to grow apart after 10 years but I just don't think I was quite ready for it to happen this quickly. Maybe one day down the road like... 12 years from now we will run into eachother and we can reconsile (sp??) but until then I'm just gonna take a few steps back and let what happens, happen. I aint gonna stress about it too much because I'm sure she isn't.