shit happens in life
There are times where we are caught up in the middle where you can hear both sides of the two opposing forces. And because these two are very important to you, you wanted to reconcile these two. You want to make a move. Make the situation better. But sometimes, because of wanting to make things better, what you did was just to make it worst. It pains you in the ass when of course instead of solving the problem, you just made another problem.
Her reaction caught me off guard. How can I even explain things if she doesn’t want to listen? You know what? It’s really hard communicating to someone who doesn’t want to listen. And I know better than bugging her and try talking to her. If her ears are not yet ready to hear things now, I hope that after some days, she will.
He’ll get mad at me. Ahhh I broke his trust. What could be worse than that? I don’t know what else could be done. All I managed to say was to make an apology even if he still doesn’t know what happened.
I was stupid when I didn’t follow my instinct. I hope the worst part of this stupid reckless decision won’t lead me to losing two valuable people.
It saddens me to think of it. I even sweat through my eyes, because of this.