When reality strikes back…
I never saw it coming. Or maybe I did and pretended that didn’t.
DAMN! T__T should have listened to my super ego. Now I can no longer protect my ego. No defense mechanism can justify my act. It’s my fault, my actions are my responsibilities. And now I’m on the same situation I’ve been trying to avoid.
All this time, I thought I’m not crossing the line yet but unconsciously I already did. Maybe, maybe long before I already did.
How stupid was I? How reckless was I? Shame on me.
I don’t know if I’m over reacting or what. I just don’t want to mess with other people especially with other people's property. I’ll STOP. Yeah, I’m good at this, pushing away other people.
I hope I can still mend this situation.
Last na to promise.
DAMN! T__T should have listened to my super ego. Now I can no longer protect my ego. No defense mechanism can justify my act. It’s my fault, my actions are my responsibilities. And now I’m on the same situation I’ve been trying to avoid.
All this time, I thought I’m not crossing the line yet but unconsciously I already did. Maybe, maybe long before I already did.
How stupid was I? How reckless was I? Shame on me.
I don’t know if I’m over reacting or what. I just don’t want to mess with other people especially with other people's property. I’ll STOP. Yeah, I’m good at this, pushing away other people.
I hope I can still mend this situation.
Last na to promise.