Aug 02, 2011 14:37
Which is more painful?
Going home to big beautiful house where you can have not just the things that you need but also the things that you want. But despite the presence of those material things, there’s the absence of what you wanted to call a family. Those people that will make your house a home and make you feel warm.
Or
Going home to a small house where you can’t have all the things you have and everything is limited. There may be the absence of things but there is the presence of your family. But every day, when you look upon their faces, you can see their anxiety of how will they be able to satisfy your needs. To survive in a day with the little things that you have and the pain in their eyes that says, if only….
See how life can be fair by being unfair to everybody? We can’t have it all. Money is pain in the ass if you don’t have it. If you can’t have it. As well as the family that you wish you could have to. Shit happens. Oh yes it does happen. and though it’s very hard to move forward, you still have to. You can’t be fixated. Or else you’ll be left behind and you’ll need to run miles and miles once you stop on moving. so we better get moving.!