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I was wishing for these things to end. And now that I’m a couple of step near the finish line, I was so afraid to see what’s waiting there for me. I don’t even want to make a step forward. I’m so scared and coward to face the reality that the possibility of going back again to the place where I started is indeed waiting for me, that I may be a failure one’s again. I don’t know. But I’m really really wishing that all of these things will end up soon with a great victory on my side.
i'm becoming so emotional.
i hate it. :(