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i've gone out everyday this week.
monday: gym & circle
tuesday: pottery class
wednesday: gym & panera bread with Tia until 12:30am (migraine too)
thursday: bugaboo with julie
tomorrow is a free day. gym time.
my marine is gone. he quit responding to my emails so i quit writing him. i kinda miss him and wish i had more closure. he promised to take me to dinner when he came back home. really now, your words have power. don't promise if you don't intend to follow through.
been back talking to Zoo again. last night he texted me to find out what i was doing. that's first for him.
Debbie was throwing crazy tantrums at work today. i was so proud of myself. I completely ignored her. And when she moved the table we share, I moved it back. when she moved it again I announced that I will not be squooshed in my corner and moved it back. after that she left it alone.
she's crazy. She'll slam down her stamper as hard as she can. when she does this I feel a pause/shift/expectation in the air, in her energy as she waits for me to react in some way. every single time I feel this. It used to hook me in, but now that I recognize it I can ignore it.
ysterday she shifted her energy to be more inviting and welcoming. usually this means she wants to talk and before when I didn't recognize it I would fall for it. now that I know, I ignore it. and now that i'm ignoring it she'll shift her energy again to attack mode and will start to slam stuff around.
David called me a magnet today only i thought he said maggot. this blunder will of course follow me for a while.
i'm the bible, master of the universe, a magnet and now a maggot. who would want more than that? says it all.
monday: gym & circle
tuesday: pottery class
wednesday: gym & panera bread with Tia until 12:30am (migraine too)
thursday: bugaboo with julie
tomorrow is a free day. gym time.
my marine is gone. he quit responding to my emails so i quit writing him. i kinda miss him and wish i had more closure. he promised to take me to dinner when he came back home. really now, your words have power. don't promise if you don't intend to follow through.
been back talking to Zoo again. last night he texted me to find out what i was doing. that's first for him.
Debbie was throwing crazy tantrums at work today. i was so proud of myself. I completely ignored her. And when she moved the table we share, I moved it back. when she moved it again I announced that I will not be squooshed in my corner and moved it back. after that she left it alone.
she's crazy. She'll slam down her stamper as hard as she can. when she does this I feel a pause/shift/expectation in the air, in her energy as she waits for me to react in some way. every single time I feel this. It used to hook me in, but now that I recognize it I can ignore it.
ysterday she shifted her energy to be more inviting and welcoming. usually this means she wants to talk and before when I didn't recognize it I would fall for it. now that I know, I ignore it. and now that i'm ignoring it she'll shift her energy again to attack mode and will start to slam stuff around.
David called me a magnet today only i thought he said maggot. this blunder will of course follow me for a while.
i'm the bible, master of the universe, a magnet and now a maggot. who would want more than that? says it all.