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There comes a time when you need to give up. That's where I'm at. I give up. There are some relationships that just aren't worth it anymore. If you want someone in your life, then you make time for them. Unless I'm wrong that's what friends do.
Granted some people are just hard. Hard to get together with. Hard to be around. Hard to talk to. If they're that hard then why be friends? My friend Kate is hard. But no one tells me that they love me like she does. So the friendship stays.
The popular saying is you choose your family. Well what if you choose them and they don't want you or they don't have time for you or simply there are other people in their life that are more important? so you get rejected by the family you choose...? your second family, your second rejection.
I've been puzzling over this for a very long time. I've been thinking a lot about closing this chapter of my life and starting fresh again. That sounds nice. It was good while it lasted, but now it's time to go somewhere else.
I've been tugged around, disappointed and left hanging all too often and I choose to put a stop to it. Oddly enough this decision will end things. Not the way I was treated but only when I put my foot down.
Like I said at the beginning of this entry. You choose to make time for your friends. As Dr Dyer says, Excuses Begone.
Of course this could be my frustration talking and the hurt, but I'm tired of being a friend only when it's convienent. Granted I have a lot of baggage, but who doesn't?
I give up.
Granted some people are just hard. Hard to get together with. Hard to be around. Hard to talk to. If they're that hard then why be friends? My friend Kate is hard. But no one tells me that they love me like she does. So the friendship stays.
The popular saying is you choose your family. Well what if you choose them and they don't want you or they don't have time for you or simply there are other people in their life that are more important? so you get rejected by the family you choose...? your second family, your second rejection.
I've been puzzling over this for a very long time. I've been thinking a lot about closing this chapter of my life and starting fresh again. That sounds nice. It was good while it lasted, but now it's time to go somewhere else.
I've been tugged around, disappointed and left hanging all too often and I choose to put a stop to it. Oddly enough this decision will end things. Not the way I was treated but only when I put my foot down.
Like I said at the beginning of this entry. You choose to make time for your friends. As Dr Dyer says, Excuses Begone.
Of course this could be my frustration talking and the hurt, but I'm tired of being a friend only when it's convienent. Granted I have a lot of baggage, but who doesn't?
I give up.