Oct 18, 2006 07:45
I woke up this morning with a shitty cold. and a cough.
what was i thinking? i don't want to go to NYC. i hate the city. two things that clicked. one was experiencing monday night with spike. (thank god i left before amy showed. the only people waiting were kind of freakky. except for two gorgeous woman who stuck up front during galileo and managed to get a setlist.) two was the comments jesse left on nate's blog on the gman board....which to me were....spikeish. i don't live in brooklyn and i have a cold....*shakes head*
all of a sudden i don't care to be in the cool kids club cuz it's not that cool to begin with. all of a sudden i'm glad i'm not needy and can be independent and do things on my own.
i wish the brooklyn crew (except for chris) weren't going to the noho and groton shows. all of a sudden i don't think i like them. and it's not i don't like them cuz i'm left out but i don't like them cuz they're too snobby and too I WANT TO BE THE BAND'S FRIEND!!
what gives.
friends,
girlyman,
lj