serious post is serious
hey kids. i'm gonna try to update more often.
soooo yeah.
my friend classmate's mom killed herself last friday. it was pretty bad. she called lorin's dad and told him she was sorry. her dad then called lorin and was like, hey lorin, check out of school and go home to check on your mom.
this is what gets me: WHY DIDN'T YOU CHECK ON HER YOURSELF. SHE'S YOUR WIFE, YOU MORON, IF YOU SUSPECTED SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED TO HER WHY THE HECK DID YOU SEND YOUR 16 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER HOME TO FIND HER MOTHER HANGING FROM THE FOYER?!
i don't know, but when lorin got home her mom had hung herself. can you even imagine what went through her mind? i can't. suicide blows my mind. why would anyone hate themselves so much that they would want to just stop living?
i'm so blessed that my parents are happy and alive and that they love me.
oh and lorin keeps calling her mom's phone so she can hear her voice. is that the most depressing thing you've ever heard or is that the most depressing thing you've ever heard? it makes me want to beat her mom over the head. "see what you've done to your family? do you realize what your death has done to them?"
suicide is not okay. i know it's clicheed but there are an infinite number of things BETTER than taking your own life to deal with stress.
and that is my serious post.