Jul 11, 2009 12:09
So. today is the day I change my life. Ive decided I dont like who I am anymore. I dont like who most of my friends are anymore. If I havent talked to you in a while, contact me. Lets hang out. Most of my current friends are putting me in this negative rut that makes me loathe who I am. There are a few exceptions but Im sick of people who want to be miserable and angry. Im changing and leaving those people. Im sorry if I fell out of contact with you. Its not because I dont like you its because my life has changed so much lately. The last two years Ive completely reinvented myself. please call me or text or IM. I despraetely want to find people again but I dont know who resents me.
I have also decided to start learning to cook. Like REALLY cook not just boxed dinners.
Also im pretty sure Im going to eventually just get carpol tunnel from this phone.
Luckily through all my changes I still have a stable amazing man by my side who loves and supports me. And thats something few people are blessed with.