Jan 10, 2005 21:58
I'm so exhausted.
This class thing is starting to take a toll on me.
4 hours of this stuff, NON STOP.
Math is making my brain moooosh haha. I come outta there lookin like a zombie. It's seriously draining.
Even the professor said hes fryinnng his own brain cos it is "hyper--accelerateddd" so much.
It takes up my whole day. It really does.
My morning is shot because I need to look over the stuff.
Afternoon is shot cos I'm in class until the sun goes down.
At night I have to do tons of work for it & when I'm done with that I feel like I just wanna sleep for 9239847 years.
Sometimes I ask myself:
Is what I'm doing right now worth it?
Am I doing the right thing with myself?
Will my decisions in the present pay off in the future?
Only time will tell.
But by then it might be too late to enjoy anything..which I'm hoping is NOT true.
I'm a hard worker & I know what I want to make out of myself.
Hopefully I can achieve that.
For now, I will sleep it off, PRAYING that classes will be cancelled AGAIN on Wednesdayyyyyy!
Can I handle 4 more days of calcccccc?????
Being stressed out sucks.
xoxoxo