AHHHHHHHHHHHH
ok why do i have the urge to scream as loud as my lungs will allow me????????? i just cant take my fucking parents anymore. they just piss me off more and more each fucking day. and i just cant stand it. and i have this HUGE ASS urge to cut. but i wont. i will not let myself. i just wont. unless i get to the point of crying, then maybe, but im not that far yet. thats a ways after the screaming. but skiing has been the past 2 days.... its been ok. but my shoulders hurt like bitches. and i need to have them chopped off right now. and kristin is pissing me off. shes always all like got i iwish we had our team we had last year.... and she keeps saying it to lara, and i know that lara just sits there and listens to her with no response because she thinks that kristin is being stupid about it. and i agree with her. just get over it and actually get to know somebody new besides me and kate. who shes known for how long now....oh yeah since forever. but whatev. my shoulders hurt like big ass bitches. and i will leave you with that.