Aug 10, 2005 21:09
I need to vent out some anger so here I go...Why does my step dad have to be such a jerk....Today I was reading the newspaper that we got the lovely maryland independent and he said that I should go buy one if I really want to read it instead of reading his..I don't see what the big deal is if I read the paper but whatever...But the thing that made me mad was I was reading the news paper and I was in the obituaries section and I was reading something out loud and I said oh Ripley because that is where the person lived...And he goes oh darn another Ripley dead...Which really pissed me off because he knows my father was ripley and that he died in 2000 and he just felt like being a jerk...I mean for a man that is suppose to be so great according to my mom I don't think he is all that great....He has never really been there for me he never went to any of my graduations not even my high school..He was not there for me when my dad died all he said was I don't want your dad things in my house...And he never he was sorry to hear about it or be there to help us since he could relate because his dad died about the same age I was or a little older...I just wish that he would have more respect for my feelings...Yeah he may pay for my college and let me live with them and not have to pay rent and all but that does mean much to me when I know if my mom was not around I would not have any of that...But I also pay for everything else my car insurance, surgery bills and other things with no help from them you think they would atleast help me with my surgery bill since I have never had to have anything that even involved me going to the doctor until now but no I had to pay everything my insurance did not cover...And I don't get paid enough to do that I have been kind of makin it by with very little spending money...Well I think that is enough venting for now...I'm going to go and think about some things right now..TYYL LOVE YOU GUYS