i can't believe

[sparky2114]

i can't believe that i even thought about you!!!
i can't even believe that i was scared for you!!!
i can't believe that you are soo into yourself to see other people care!!!!
i don't get you
i don't understand what you say to me
when i tell you im engaged you say things to me that make me think
you are an ass hole why do even waste any time on thinking about you?
why must i really care that much about you
i hate myself for wasting time thinking and careing about you!!!!!!
you made me cry one to many times you made me mad more then i normaly let any one!!!!
why do i still do this to myself???