...Its been a long time.

[sparky17]

wow, this is so wierd. feels like im in high school writing in this old thing. heh. seems so very long ago and well i guess it kinda was. reminds me of old friends gone by. btw. id like to send a shout uot to heather and liz..my apologies for drifting from you guys. a lot is goin on. my big bro is getting married in a few days. its shocking. still hasnt set in. its awkward that my 22nd is coincidently on the night of their wedding rehersal/dinner. hmm. it gonna be a 16 candles of an event! hoorah.

ive lost a friend. come to think of it, i lost this friend a loooong time ago. feels good to get it out. i am so unbeleivably better off. sigh of relief. ahhh.

!!today makes 11 months!!

anyway.. if any old peeps still out there... holla.