Well now that I don't have a second, let's update anyway
Well today I basically felt like crap the whole day and I sorta trudged through the day like a zombie who has been shot a few times prior to walking umong the undead...Well not that extreme but similar.
I've had to miss volunteer work on multiple occasions now to stay after for math class, I just don't understand it, I stayed after and got it then, came back home, went to work, got back from work, and forgot a lot of what it was that I had stayed after and learned...I just can't understand which deriviatives of each function do what, and what I do with them, I remember all the physical math portions of it but not the concept, which is odd for me, usually I'm more conceptual...So I didn't do well on that quiz and honestly I needed to, I may get some brownie points from staying after as often as I have been to try and understand it because I'm about the only kid who does in that class, but even with that pulling an 80% is going to be a miracle, I'm going to need a lot of help to whatever there is or isn't there spirtually, because I keep staying after but it's not sinking in... oh well, I'm at least trying and kicking myself in the ass.
I have suffered from a serious lack of sleep from thursday upto and now including tuesday. I don't have time to do what needs done because of either work, school, or other important task. I can't let off of work because I need it to fix my car which I found out tonight is leaking anti-freeze like an SOB. I was going to use tuesday to catch up on sleep and read my book, but now I guess I'm going to that damn presidents ceremony and fixing my car that is self destructing itself into oblivion. This lack of availible time is really starting to eat at me, some where I'm just going to crash and not be able to stay awake. I have a 5 day straight week of work starting on thursday, with the shape of my car I could use the money. But physically I could use the sleep. I think I just got myself sick all over again. Being tired, not wearing a coat when I probably should, and kind of not eating. As sonic would say "Kids that's no good"
I really would like to see Kaylee more, it kills me, but I can't because I've been so damned busy.
I kind of can't wait for school to be over in the sense that if I have to work I don't have to stay up later to do homework, but I'm going to miss people madd tons. I'm definatly looking forward to sleeping in one of these days, hopefully before school ends, but I'm always working on weekends...Thanks Dan! (my boss)
But I actually for the first time in my life have had fun doing my homework. I was writing my English essay on my strengths and weaknesses and realized, "Hey wait, I really don't suck at life" which was pretty cool, it kind of made me feel better, but honestly the only thing that will make me feel better is sleep so I'll see you around.
I'm not going to trim this because, face it, no one does anything on lj anymore anyway.
I've had to miss volunteer work on multiple occasions now to stay after for math class, I just don't understand it, I stayed after and got it then, came back home, went to work, got back from work, and forgot a lot of what it was that I had stayed after and learned...I just can't understand which deriviatives of each function do what, and what I do with them, I remember all the physical math portions of it but not the concept, which is odd for me, usually I'm more conceptual...So I didn't do well on that quiz and honestly I needed to, I may get some brownie points from staying after as often as I have been to try and understand it because I'm about the only kid who does in that class, but even with that pulling an 80% is going to be a miracle, I'm going to need a lot of help to whatever there is or isn't there spirtually, because I keep staying after but it's not sinking in... oh well, I'm at least trying and kicking myself in the ass.
I have suffered from a serious lack of sleep from thursday upto and now including tuesday. I don't have time to do what needs done because of either work, school, or other important task. I can't let off of work because I need it to fix my car which I found out tonight is leaking anti-freeze like an SOB. I was going to use tuesday to catch up on sleep and read my book, but now I guess I'm going to that damn presidents ceremony and fixing my car that is self destructing itself into oblivion. This lack of availible time is really starting to eat at me, some where I'm just going to crash and not be able to stay awake. I have a 5 day straight week of work starting on thursday, with the shape of my car I could use the money. But physically I could use the sleep. I think I just got myself sick all over again. Being tired, not wearing a coat when I probably should, and kind of not eating. As sonic would say "Kids that's no good"
I really would like to see Kaylee more, it kills me, but I can't because I've been so damned busy.
I kind of can't wait for school to be over in the sense that if I have to work I don't have to stay up later to do homework, but I'm going to miss people madd tons. I'm definatly looking forward to sleeping in one of these days, hopefully before school ends, but I'm always working on weekends...Thanks Dan! (my boss)
But I actually for the first time in my life have had fun doing my homework. I was writing my English essay on my strengths and weaknesses and realized, "Hey wait, I really don't suck at life" which was pretty cool, it kind of made me feel better, but honestly the only thing that will make me feel better is sleep so I'll see you around.
I'm not going to trim this because, face it, no one does anything on lj anymore anyway.