Back to school....

Mar 20, 2005 14:55

Well since it the end of spring break i figured that it was time for an update. Well there's not too much to report. As far as Rey and I i decided it was best if we trake some time off. Let me tell you about my last couple of days and maybe you'll understand. (I may have my days a little off but this is it for the most part)
Day 1:(Tuesday): Well my Dad had been working up at Brians redoing his whole house so they have been hanging out up there the last few days. Mi Amor and I had plans to go out with Mike and Tony. Well I got all dressed up and everything. My mom came home and told me that Darrin was over at Brians. (Darrin is my neighbors nephew who moved in over there a couple of months ago. He came over once during the summer but I was working full time then and wasn't home) My mom told me to make sure to come up there before i left and tell them i was leaving and so I could meet Darrin. So anyway I finished getting ready and I went up there. Darrin was there and I was like wow talk about hot. He looks almost similar to Kenney Chesney (my love) lol. So yeah my mom introduced me to him. Brian, Jessie, Mat (Darrins uncle), my mom, my dad, and James were all there. Well I told mi amor that I would be at her house at 7 and it was still reall early so i told everyone that i was going to chill with them for a little while before i left. Well Darrin hardly even said anything to me so i was like whatever. I was a little hyper so my daddy and I satrted dancing together and Darrin my mom and me were all talking. Then I ws getting ready to leave but my daddy told me that he didn't want me to because I had been going out to much and hadn't stayed home in a while. So in the end i came back home changed into something warmer and called mi amor to tell her that I couldn't go. I felt so bad cuz she was wearing a skirt and everything just for. Well then I went back up there and Darrin kept asking me questions and talking to me. WEll a little while later Jessie and Darrin were talking well Darrin in like a little southern guy and has a major accent (which is pretty hot) but he's used to calling everyone dud. Well Jessie hates that and in the end they almost got into a fight cuz jessie kept getting in his face and there was no way that darrin was backing down. We ended up breaking it all up and we discovered that there was no more beer left. So darrin said he would go to the lake and buy some (since he's 21) so i offered to drive cuz everyone else had been drinking. So him and I went and the whole way we talked (about Jessie, NASCAR, fishing, friends, family, likes, dislikes, etc) Well then we got into the store well i was paying with my moms card and the women almost didn't let us buy but she knew me and my mom and knew it wasn't for me so yeah. Then on the way back while i was driving he grabbed my hand. I was a little stunned at first. But yeah and then he put his arms over me and kissed my head and was messing with my hair and everything. Well then we got back and we all carried on and everything till about 1 or 2 in the morning. So finally he was leaving cuz he had to but up for work at 5 am so i walked him down the drive way well we stood and talked for alittle bit and he asked me when we were going out and i told him that he never asked so we exchanged numbers and that was it. Then he told me to call him when i got home so i did and we talked for a little bit but he was pretty sleey so i let him go.
Day 2: (wednesday...i think): Well kathy and I decided to go to Gruene yeah i missed the exit and ended up a couple miles from austin. lol it was kind of funny. Well finally we got to gruene and only stayed like 30 minutes...with us go figure. Well after that I knew that she had wanted to see Mike and I had to cancel the night before so i figured it would be cool if me darrin mike and mi amor all went to a movie or something. So I told her i was gonna home and i would call her with the details. So i drove home but no one was home so i figured, before i called darrin, i would go to to brians cuz i knew that's where they were and let them know what was going on. So anyway i drove up there and darrin, ezra, my dad, and jessie were all there. Well it started getting cold and Darrin went to go get his jacket out of his car but he realized that he left it at work (he a union worker at the UTSA building) so he was pissed. He said he wanted to drive back there and look for it and asked me if i wanted to go. I said sure but only if he went to a movie with me kathy and mike and he said sure. Well i got home and called mike but he was working and i know that kathy didn't want to intrude (thanks) on darrin and i so she said she was just gonna stay home. Well Darrin and I drove out to UTSA but he didn't find his jacket and then he stopped and got something to eat (i wasn't hungry cuz kathy and i had went out earlier) so we sat and talked while he ate and he was just having a horrible day. And he said he was sorry but i told that's okay cuz the night could only get better. Well then we went to Huebner Oaks (cuz I'm not going to silverado) and we got tickets to the the pacifier (cute movie) but it didn't start for another hour so he wanted to drive around. So we drove on 10 and talked about everything and he held my hand and messed with my hair and it was nice. Well we eneded up driving all the way into Borene. We made it back to the movie in time. During the movie he would lock his arm into mine and hold my hand and stuff but never once tried to make a move (which was very new to me). Towards the end of the movie he looked really tired so i offered to leave early but he said no. Anyway on the car ride home he looked like he was falling asleep so i told him that we were gonna turn off the radio and talk and he said ok. So we talked then finally when he dropped me off i didn't talk for long cuz i knew he wanted to get home and go to bed...so he said "when can i expect your call" and i was like what?!?! and so i was like "you call me if your interested" and i closed the door and he just smiled.
Day three: (Thursday): Well thursday i don't remember what i did...lol...but i know i was in the shower and RIGHT when i got out darrin called and said he was going to brians and i was like okay good for you and he told me to come up there. So i was like maybe....and anyway i ended up just wearing my hair culry and going up there. Well it was Brians bitch of a g/f, james, brian, my parents, darrina and me. Well brian's thing, brian and james were all sitting around smoking pot so my mom wanted to leave. So my daddy my mom darrin and me all came back to the house. We sat around outside and talked for a while but we all got cold so we came inside and sat at the kitchen table and talked all night and then everything my dad would try to talk to me darrin would put his head down on the table and make faces at me or say stuff under his breath to make me laugh and my dad would get pissed it was kind of funny. Well he ended up leaving at like 10 (an early night) so i walked him out he gave me a huge hug and left.
Day Four: (Friday): Well friday we hung out around the house and had a bar-b-que...kathy ended up comeing over and we messed with this guy that kept calling her cuz he was being a jerk. But daddy took care of it ;) Well darrin was fixin' (yes fixin') lol to leave to Arlington to go spend the weekend with some of his friends. Well he wanted to stop by to tell my bye first. I took him inside and made him eat a little something before he left and we talked and joked around inside for a little while. Then he went outside and told everyone bye and i walked him out to the car. He told me he would be careful and not call me to post bail lol. But he gave me a huge kiss and hug goodbye and he left. Kathy and i ended up going inside and eating all the potatoe salad. lol....later that night after kathy left i called him to make sure he was doing okay and we talked for a good hour and a half which was cool he is so not a phone person....he likes to talk in person not on the phone. And he promised that he would give me a call today when he got in to let me know that he was okay and made back.
So yeah that was my deal with him. And here's the thing Rey is a great guy he's a music major and knows what he wants to do with his major...good head on his shoulders. A little ghetto but cute. But my parents don't really approve, kathy doesn't really approve so i don't know. Ever since we split he;'s been calling to talk and tell me that he misses me and he'll do whatever it takes cuz he wants me back. But Darrin is completely hot (no I'm not that shallow), he's funny, we love the samething like hanging out in the neighborhood all night with friends, my parents love him, and he knows what he wants in his life. But to be honest i don't think he wants me. I mean i know he likes me somewhat but i don't think it's enough to want to be with me. So what do i do i mean i know that i can't come right out and ask him or anything so i don't know what to do. I like him and would like to be with him but at the sametime i don't want to waste my time either. WHAT DOES ALL THIS MEAN? I just don't know....well I'm not gonna get stressed whatever happens happens I'm happy just hanging out with the punk ;)
Joe i love you and can't wait to see you tomorrow!
Kathy i love you muchoER!
everyone else....well hell i guess i love you too!
See everyone at school tomorrow....take care....
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