a gift to u,my heart was urs....
well...
i really dont knw what to write.cuz everytime i do it just kills my stomch and it just makes me wanna puke.but i guess it would help a little bit.
well we broke up.her reason was"im to emotional fucked up right now to have a bf."well w.e.it sucks.i took it good.no anger/breakin shit u knw.but still.i got the worse like bad butterflies ive ever had.no sleep u knw.i cant keep anthing down because of my stomch.its soo fucked up i just wanna puke just sittin here.but hey wat can i say i love the girl.i would give her the world if i could.i guess she knws that but i dont think it sunck into her head.btu w.e..i mean maybe i cared to much.calling her to make sure she was safe everynight.kissing her on the forhead.kissing her hand.hugging her like i never wanted to let go.just doing wat ever she wanted to do.one thing tho.i fuckin hate Kurt Comstock.hes just a low-life peace of shit.i mean i dont think she broke up with me for him cuz i cant see her with a fuckin cock sucking mother fuck like him.but anywho...i mean people tell me "dude dont worry she will come back if she cares"but fuck it kills me to wait and think that.i mean i love her to death but its hard for me not to check up on her to make sure that shes ok.call me a stalker i dare u im not.....
well i really dont knw wat to say now.
i miss her to death.like and everyone keeps on telling me"dude just start doing shit with other girls and u will be fine."but u see i cant just do that.im not a fuckin little horny bastard that just likes to get play.i like kissing someone that i really like.it just makes it soo much better.and i miss that feeling.but i really dont knw wat to do besides give her time....
well i guess that enough for right now..
ill write more.
but meh...
i really dont knw what to write.cuz everytime i do it just kills my stomch and it just makes me wanna puke.but i guess it would help a little bit.
well we broke up.her reason was"im to emotional fucked up right now to have a bf."well w.e.it sucks.i took it good.no anger/breakin shit u knw.but still.i got the worse like bad butterflies ive ever had.no sleep u knw.i cant keep anthing down because of my stomch.its soo fucked up i just wanna puke just sittin here.but hey wat can i say i love the girl.i would give her the world if i could.i guess she knws that but i dont think it sunck into her head.btu w.e..i mean maybe i cared to much.calling her to make sure she was safe everynight.kissing her on the forhead.kissing her hand.hugging her like i never wanted to let go.just doing wat ever she wanted to do.one thing tho.i fuckin hate Kurt Comstock.hes just a low-life peace of shit.i mean i dont think she broke up with me for him cuz i cant see her with a fuckin cock sucking mother fuck like him.but anywho...i mean people tell me "dude dont worry she will come back if she cares"but fuck it kills me to wait and think that.i mean i love her to death but its hard for me not to check up on her to make sure that shes ok.call me a stalker i dare u im not.....
well i really dont knw wat to say now.
i miss her to death.like and everyone keeps on telling me"dude just start doing shit with other girls and u will be fine."but u see i cant just do that.im not a fuckin little horny bastard that just likes to get play.i like kissing someone that i really like.it just makes it soo much better.and i miss that feeling.but i really dont knw wat to do besides give her time....
well i guess that enough for right now..
ill write more.
but meh...