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[sparksbmx4life]

really should eat somthin but i cant
i didnt eat yesterday for shit
i have yet to eat today
i puked when i got up...
no sleep..
my stomch just is killin me form being so stressed and emotional
im back to drinkin hard booze again.
i carry a flask
it helps...
fuck ima mess i dont kwn wat to do..
but tonight is when it all goes down