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So, you know when one part of your life is going well, another part falls apart? Well, it works the other way too.
My mum's being really cool about last minute college stuff [like the fact I owe SMCC $1500 by 5:00pm tomorrow], she's not stressing out, which in turn, doesn't stress me out. I really need that right now.
I'm having a rough time dealing with some things. I have good/bad days. They usually start out alright but once the day goes on, I'm usually not in a good place. I don't know. My mind's conflicting with my heart, and it's just not fun. I try and keep busy the best I can.
I'm really looking forward to living in Portland, I don't think anyone really realizes how much I need this. I need to be in the city, surrounded by people and buildings and art and music and awwwwww, I need to be there now.
All and all, I'm doing alright.
Music is what's keeping my spirits up.
My mum's being really cool about last minute college stuff [like the fact I owe SMCC $1500 by 5:00pm tomorrow], she's not stressing out, which in turn, doesn't stress me out. I really need that right now.
I'm having a rough time dealing with some things. I have good/bad days. They usually start out alright but once the day goes on, I'm usually not in a good place. I don't know. My mind's conflicting with my heart, and it's just not fun. I try and keep busy the best I can.
I'm really looking forward to living in Portland, I don't think anyone really realizes how much I need this. I need to be in the city, surrounded by people and buildings and art and music and awwwwww, I need to be there now.
All and all, I'm doing alright.
Music is what's keeping my spirits up.