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Spring Break was GREAT! SO many great memories made. Now I'm back at school back to normal. Almost...
It just hit me all of a sudden that my mom moves in 3 weeks to San Fransisco. I don't know how to feel. I'm happy she's going to be happy there, but at the same time, who is going to make me tea when i'm sick? Massage my back when i have an allergic reaction stomach ache? Bring me People after i haven't been home in weeks? Laugh when I tell her drunken stories? Let me pick out some of her clothes because she has terrible style? Kiss me goodbye in the morning or atleast look at me before she leaves and whisper something undeciferable? Take me to Costco when I'm low on stuff for school? Eat Mint chocolate chip ice cream with me? This is going to be hard. I know I'll have my dad at home for a while, but what happens next year when i just need to go home to see my family for a weekend and i can't unless i want to pay 500 dollars for a plane ticket? I don't want to go months without seeing my family. I need them. I'm not ready to live on my own yet. Argh... I didn't think this would be soooo hard! I can't believe the time is almost here! It seems like it came too soon. Ok, i'm feeling a tiny bit better now. No more crying today. I just need to cuddle with my stuffed animal, Bananahammock(long story) and feel better.
ANd I'm officially obsessed with Bad Day by Daniel Powter! AMAZING SONG! Time to read... laterrr
It just hit me all of a sudden that my mom moves in 3 weeks to San Fransisco. I don't know how to feel. I'm happy she's going to be happy there, but at the same time, who is going to make me tea when i'm sick? Massage my back when i have an allergic reaction stomach ache? Bring me People after i haven't been home in weeks? Laugh when I tell her drunken stories? Let me pick out some of her clothes because she has terrible style? Kiss me goodbye in the morning or atleast look at me before she leaves and whisper something undeciferable? Take me to Costco when I'm low on stuff for school? Eat Mint chocolate chip ice cream with me? This is going to be hard. I know I'll have my dad at home for a while, but what happens next year when i just need to go home to see my family for a weekend and i can't unless i want to pay 500 dollars for a plane ticket? I don't want to go months without seeing my family. I need them. I'm not ready to live on my own yet. Argh... I didn't think this would be soooo hard! I can't believe the time is almost here! It seems like it came too soon. Ok, i'm feeling a tiny bit better now. No more crying today. I just need to cuddle with my stuffed animal, Bananahammock(long story) and feel better.
ANd I'm officially obsessed with Bad Day by Daniel Powter! AMAZING SONG! Time to read... laterrr