t is for tired, turtle and two

Oct 18, 2004 13:35

i'm at the library studying with jason. i've been productive since about 10:00 (minus a beast shift-meal break) so i'm allowing my brain a rest.

lately i've been feeling very go-go-go. like every second of my day needs to be filled doing something and i can't take a second to rest. this isn't good, i need to learn to take a deep breath and relax sometimes.

although my weekend was fun, i'm bad with my time/priorities and now will have to make up for it by studying all day for my media ethics test and then spending the next three days writing an impossible paper that i'm bound to get a bad grade on. oh, such negativity.

i just want to sew and crochet and ride my bike. all the time.

i also want to reverse time and switch my major.

i've been better lately, though. just better in general. i slip sometimes but i won't allow myself anymore. i've got to keep the pit in my stomach under control.

i'm ok.
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