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Lately I feel detached. Completely.
I feel like I'm trying to find my way in the dark with no light to help my way out.

I feel alone in a crowded room.

I feel like everyone is there to help but I can't bring myself to tell any of my feelings.

I feel unheard.

Last summer I went through a bunch of things that changed my life completely

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There were two people, I was considering you one of those two.
Sam being the other.

You were there for me, no matter what. You picked up the phone and hung out with me, making much of the last few months I was there a blast. And I appriciate you for that.

I also really appriciate the fact that you took the time out of your day to write this to me.

And when you say it could be my doing, I underdstand completley. I've thought about it on many different occasions and I've come to the conclusion it takes more than one to tango.

I enjoyd reading this and also, as frustrated as I sound in this rant, I enjoyed writing it. It made me feel a lot better about my current situation.

And I agree, Live Journal is deffinitely the place to do something like this without having to worry about what thousands of other people will have to say to it.

I just want you to know, I've always looked up to you, as much as I don't want to admit I've looked up to anyone. Hah! But you've been there through a lot like you said and I recoignize that.

I was going to put down names but I decided to leave them out. It's not anyones buisiness but mine really.