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I've been in Maine my whole life.
My whole life i've been searching and searching for what I have here but never ever took the time to notice.
I love Maine. Weird, I know. At the same time I would love to get the fuck out of here.
The next 4 years I am here, in this place that I call home.
I do know one thing, I will never ever in my life find people as good and as kind as I have found here in Maine.
I have close friends, a good job, an awesome boyfriend, a loving mother, pets, food, everything i've ever wanted and needed.
This is where I grew up and this place will forever be a huge part of me, my exisitance, my life.
On another note I got the Dj Shadow and Poision The Well Cd! They are sick.
I missed the Deathstrike show! I wish I hadn't. I had to work though, of couse. I herd it was awesome, I so wish I could have been there with everyone, Sarah, Meghan, Kelsey, Matt, and Garrett mostly. I would have love to spend time with them and see them.
I am planning on visiting Sarah, Meghan, and Kelsey eaither today, tomorrow, or Thursday before I have to go into work. I miss them. A lot. They've been on my mind a whole bunch lately. It seems as though Sarah is doing good, I like that she enjoys her new place. I hope she is happy, she desurves to be. She has never once been any bit of mean to me and I respect her so much for that. I have not forgotten any of you. Thing have been very time consuming lately.
I got awesome presents this year for all of those people that have stuck right by my side.
This year has been a year for deaths and goodbyes. I've seen more people leave this year then any other year in my life. It's been a hard year, I am not sure what my New Years resolution is going to be just yet but I cannot wait for this year to close up and to begin a new one.
Jayne Sparks, I would like you to know that I haven't forgotten you. I bought your Christmas present last night. I know you'll just love it. I think about you everyday girl and I have been extreamly busy lately, I have not forgotten. I hope all is well with you and I hope you are re-cooperating from your sickness. I will probably be giving you a call today. I miss you girl, and know I am ALWAYS thinking about you! ALWAYS! even if I don't call or what not. Just please don't be upset with me.
On that note Alex and I are great, not that it's any concern to any of you but he's a huuuuuge part of my life. His tooth is broken in half. It's nuts. He has to get it fixed as soon as possible. It's scary. He could die from getting an absessed tooth or whatever.
Merry Christmas everyone. Even though this year it doesn't really feel a lot like the Joyful Christmas I use to know. It feels a bit more stressful. Every day has been packed with shit to do. I guess it's just end of the year stress. Whatever.
:)<3.
My whole life i've been searching and searching for what I have here but never ever took the time to notice.
I love Maine. Weird, I know. At the same time I would love to get the fuck out of here.
The next 4 years I am here, in this place that I call home.
I do know one thing, I will never ever in my life find people as good and as kind as I have found here in Maine.
I have close friends, a good job, an awesome boyfriend, a loving mother, pets, food, everything i've ever wanted and needed.
This is where I grew up and this place will forever be a huge part of me, my exisitance, my life.
On another note I got the Dj Shadow and Poision The Well Cd! They are sick.
I missed the Deathstrike show! I wish I hadn't. I had to work though, of couse. I herd it was awesome, I so wish I could have been there with everyone, Sarah, Meghan, Kelsey, Matt, and Garrett mostly. I would have love to spend time with them and see them.
I am planning on visiting Sarah, Meghan, and Kelsey eaither today, tomorrow, or Thursday before I have to go into work. I miss them. A lot. They've been on my mind a whole bunch lately. It seems as though Sarah is doing good, I like that she enjoys her new place. I hope she is happy, she desurves to be. She has never once been any bit of mean to me and I respect her so much for that. I have not forgotten any of you. Thing have been very time consuming lately.
I got awesome presents this year for all of those people that have stuck right by my side.
This year has been a year for deaths and goodbyes. I've seen more people leave this year then any other year in my life. It's been a hard year, I am not sure what my New Years resolution is going to be just yet but I cannot wait for this year to close up and to begin a new one.
Jayne Sparks, I would like you to know that I haven't forgotten you. I bought your Christmas present last night. I know you'll just love it. I think about you everyday girl and I have been extreamly busy lately, I have not forgotten. I hope all is well with you and I hope you are re-cooperating from your sickness. I will probably be giving you a call today. I miss you girl, and know I am ALWAYS thinking about you! ALWAYS! even if I don't call or what not. Just please don't be upset with me.
On that note Alex and I are great, not that it's any concern to any of you but he's a huuuuuge part of my life. His tooth is broken in half. It's nuts. He has to get it fixed as soon as possible. It's scary. He could die from getting an absessed tooth or whatever.
Merry Christmas everyone. Even though this year it doesn't really feel a lot like the Joyful Christmas I use to know. It feels a bit more stressful. Every day has been packed with shit to do. I guess it's just end of the year stress. Whatever.
:)<3.