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Christian, incase you're like ignoring me, read this shit:
look, i'm sorry for flipping out, i know i don't flip at Anj or Gena or anyone else, but i don't know it just seems you're so young, but they're so young too, and i know i have no place to bitch at you if i'm not gonna bitch at them, i have in the past but i don't anymore because i know i'm not going to get through to them, and i don't want to be a pain, but maybe i should, but then again maybe i shouldn't. if i don't say something it seems i'm a bad person, but if i do say something i'm still a bad person, so either way, ya know? i just care is all, and make sure if you've told anj and gena about this and other people, tell them that i'm sorry, i know right, i should tell them myself, but i just don't want to have this big giant weight on my shoulders, i know now that I let marcus walk all over me, and it wasn't much his fault, but more mine for not reacting when he didn't pay attention to me, i don't want to sound conceited but, you know, i need attention just like everyone else, not like, "look at me while i light myself on fire for attention" but just like loved, you know? i care a lot about you christian, i really do, you're the fuckin' shit, as is Gena, Anj, Carissa, ect. I love you all like fuckin' family, but if you do shit from now on, just dont' tell me, if i ask you if you're high or smashed, just be like yeah, and leave it at that, i just don't want a big fight thinger. You know i love you all lots. -hugs n' kisses-
-J
look, i'm sorry for flipping out, i know i don't flip at Anj or Gena or anyone else, but i don't know it just seems you're so young, but they're so young too, and i know i have no place to bitch at you if i'm not gonna bitch at them, i have in the past but i don't anymore because i know i'm not going to get through to them, and i don't want to be a pain, but maybe i should, but then again maybe i shouldn't. if i don't say something it seems i'm a bad person, but if i do say something i'm still a bad person, so either way, ya know? i just care is all, and make sure if you've told anj and gena about this and other people, tell them that i'm sorry, i know right, i should tell them myself, but i just don't want to have this big giant weight on my shoulders, i know now that I let marcus walk all over me, and it wasn't much his fault, but more mine for not reacting when he didn't pay attention to me, i don't want to sound conceited but, you know, i need attention just like everyone else, not like, "look at me while i light myself on fire for attention" but just like loved, you know? i care a lot about you christian, i really do, you're the fuckin' shit, as is Gena, Anj, Carissa, ect. I love you all like fuckin' family, but if you do shit from now on, just dont' tell me, if i ask you if you're high or smashed, just be like yeah, and leave it at that, i just don't want a big fight thinger. You know i love you all lots. -hugs n' kisses-
-J