yah, i'm at work...
so i have recently discovered that i can get lj at work..haha if albertson's only knew! so i'm just going to sit up here in my little office and update when i get the chance..hehe
so, i guess that some aspects of my life just couldn't get any better and then on the other side i'm hurting so bad..
so my mom left this morning at 5am to fly up to WV to be with my grandpa and grandmother...they said he only had a few days left but who knows..i'm just glad she went up there to be with them becuase i know that they both need her..it just eats at me inside that she had to go alone. i know that she didn't want to have to fly up there alone and go through all of that with them..it just makes me sad. i kinda broke down infront of nate last night..sometimes, u just gotta cry.
so in other aspects..things with nate couldn't be more perfect..i think that finally things are how they should be. i even went to get a prom dress yesterday..hehe i feel too old lol but my dress is really pretty and i'mm excited =).
i got to hang out with the bestest last week as well...i miss her so much. i'm so unbelievable happy that her dad is starting to come around. it makes me so happy to hear the relief in her voice. i know that everything will work out for her becuase she deserves it more than anyone else that i know. i know she will be happy and i just wish that i could teach her not to worry so much. <3 shes always been there for me and i couldn't imagine not having her..and not knowing that shes always jus on the other end of the phone. i wish the most incredible life for her and i know she'll get it...
hmm so i guess i should get back to work. i hope everyone is doing well..i miss u all xoxo
so, i guess that some aspects of my life just couldn't get any better and then on the other side i'm hurting so bad..
so my mom left this morning at 5am to fly up to WV to be with my grandpa and grandmother...they said he only had a few days left but who knows..i'm just glad she went up there to be with them becuase i know that they both need her..it just eats at me inside that she had to go alone. i know that she didn't want to have to fly up there alone and go through all of that with them..it just makes me sad. i kinda broke down infront of nate last night..sometimes, u just gotta cry.
so in other aspects..things with nate couldn't be more perfect..i think that finally things are how they should be. i even went to get a prom dress yesterday..hehe i feel too old lol but my dress is really pretty and i'mm excited =).
i got to hang out with the bestest last week as well...i miss her so much. i'm so unbelievable happy that her dad is starting to come around. it makes me so happy to hear the relief in her voice. i know that everything will work out for her becuase she deserves it more than anyone else that i know. i know she will be happy and i just wish that i could teach her not to worry so much. <3 shes always been there for me and i couldn't imagine not having her..and not knowing that shes always jus on the other end of the phone. i wish the most incredible life for her and i know she'll get it...
hmm so i guess i should get back to work. i hope everyone is doing well..i miss u all xoxo