i started getting teary whilst reading my last entry over again
oh god, it's so hard. i hate it when plays end (even though this is only my second one, it still hurts). it's so sereal, like it's not over yet, even though it most certainly is. i get to see Kate and Pierce and Casey on Monday though, so that's good....i love everyone.
well today was a very uneventful day. erin and i went to the Lakeland fleemarket which was okay and we had a good time. we talked to Sam and people from the Wizard of Oz and i got part of erin's christmas present. after that i went to Jeffrey's 3rd birthday party and sat in a corner and read for four hours. ha, Jen was probably so pissed at me. but god damnit why do we always have to go to fucking parties where it's just us and her family. like i really care about them? some of them are okay, but i mean seriaouly, what the hell am i supposed to do. it's not like i'm gonna hang out with them like they are my cousins, that'd just be akward. i don't know. yeah. but i talked to bekah for a little bit while i was there, which basically made my day. thanks bekah, your the only one that even attempted to save me from that disaster and for that i am grateful. but how did you manage to text me? hmm, okay then. and now i'm just moping around my room attemping to do my homework and thinking about how akward it's going to be to go back to being just a regular teenager without anything special to do, like a play, sigh. oh yeah, today at the fleemarket someone recognized me from the play. they were like "you look familiar..like someone i saw in a play last night. where you in a show last night?" haha YES!! score. that made me happy. oh snap, tomorrow is my first voice lesson, and i is so escited (yes i did say escited)...okay well i must go now, for i have a lot of homework from the past week that i must catch up on.
well today was a very uneventful day. erin and i went to the Lakeland fleemarket which was okay and we had a good time. we talked to Sam and people from the Wizard of Oz and i got part of erin's christmas present. after that i went to Jeffrey's 3rd birthday party and sat in a corner and read for four hours. ha, Jen was probably so pissed at me. but god damnit why do we always have to go to fucking parties where it's just us and her family. like i really care about them? some of them are okay, but i mean seriaouly, what the hell am i supposed to do. it's not like i'm gonna hang out with them like they are my cousins, that'd just be akward. i don't know. yeah. but i talked to bekah for a little bit while i was there, which basically made my day. thanks bekah, your the only one that even attempted to save me from that disaster and for that i am grateful. but how did you manage to text me? hmm, okay then. and now i'm just moping around my room attemping to do my homework and thinking about how akward it's going to be to go back to being just a regular teenager without anything special to do, like a play, sigh. oh yeah, today at the fleemarket someone recognized me from the play. they were like "you look familiar..like someone i saw in a play last night. where you in a show last night?" haha YES!! score. that made me happy. oh snap, tomorrow is my first voice lesson, and i is so escited (yes i did say escited)...okay well i must go now, for i have a lot of homework from the past week that i must catch up on.