januaryyyyyyyyy
this weekend was definately wat i needed!! school is only getting harder... now i kno wat everybody meant wen they said junior year is your hardest year...but it's also the best year and funnest year! =) friday was a half day! whoop!! whoop!! Hopkins came home from college so i got to hang out with him for the rest of the afternoon..... he sometimes makes me mad but o well....... than Natalie just came over for the rest of the night (i love it wen she tucks me in my bed and tells me goodnight hahaha!) saturday.......... woke up... some assholes decided not to answer their fones to um pick us up for the plans we had made a week prior??....yeah watever... sooooo erica picked me up... we went back to her house.... surprisingly alex called and asked us if we wanted to go to the wrestling match against pemberton sooo he picked us up...... by the time we got to school (which was around 1230), people started walking out the doors............. hahahaha we thought it started at 12.... oops! haha soooo than me, erica, alex and a few other people went out to lunch at Chilis! it was so much fun... i love my friends! they are so wonderful! (even if all they do is tease me lol) than my best friend jason picked me up from Chili's =D =D =D i love this boy!!!!! we went to see meet the fockers... soooooooo funnny o man...... and the rest of the night was fun too.... he makes me soooo happpy!!!! i deffffffinately dont want him to leave for the army! i really dont kno waaaat i'm going to do! =( =( he is so amazing............ it's like i've had this GREAT guy (who just turned 20 on thursday lol) right in front of me for the past 3 years! and i knew i could have it.. but i never took it seriously.. and i still don't . erica has made me realize that i need to get out of this "asshole stage" and take wats right in front of me!! a COMPLETE gentleman!!!!! he is so amazing its rediculous........ i dont even kno how to explain the last 3/4 years......... he's so amazing ... thats it! but yeahhh i'm such a loser and i dont think ill ever stop going for the assholes....... they are jusst the ones for me! hahaha but yeah.. don't get me wrong... i won't ever let jason out of my heart..but i could never see me and him being anything more than friends... BEST friends.... he's just like a brother.. a really really really hottttttt brothaaaa!! hahahha! well yeah anyway, i'm supposed to be going shopping w/him tomorrow! he is the best dresser i have ever met.... like hotttttttttt okay haha anyway! for the rest of saturday night, i hung out at naatalie's w/peter and <3 danielle chuba <3 GROUNDHOGS DAY HAHAHAHAHA i fuckin love this girl!! she is my idle hahahaha anyway sunday, i went to church, and than i went to natalies hahaha AGAINNN! and hung out with her and peter.....again haha (because derek wanted to be a dork and ditch me two nights in a row..........coughcough anywho) than i accidently slammed my hand/fingers in natalie's car door (DONT ASK OMG IM SO STUPID HAHAHAH) and than she slept over my house and than mondayy no schoolio! ummmm my dad woke us up at like 630 in the morning telling us to move nat's car out of the street so the plowers could plow it... but it was like half an inch of snow!! my dad is soo weird lol and than we went back to sleep<3<3 haha! than later, david and kaitlyn came over...............chilllllllllled... than they went home............ and than me and natalie just acted like losers "MY WATER BROKE" (hahahahhaha donnnnnnnnt ask it was PERFECT timing aww mann....) and today was school........................... stayed after til 330 for the lacrosse meeting.. mr adams is sooo funny aww man i can't wait for the season to start!!!!!!! =D than Chuba took me & justine home......... justine titko freakin ran to my house at like 5 o clock JUST to bring me her lax stick so i could practice!!!! wat a LOVERRRR i'm in love with her. she is my idle!!!!!! haha than natalie came over...........AGAIN!!!!! lol aaw man.. me and natalie have seen each other EVERY SINGLE DAY AND NIGHT AND AFTER SCHOOL.................SINCE LAST WEDNESDAY!!!!! so if she comes over tomorrow night, wow....................we're nuts! oooh yeaaah.... this weekend, keirnan and kendrick shea got into a car accident.............. because they were fighting in the car........... bri was in tearsssssssssss i felt so bad........ i'm thinking of writing a note to kendrick who is still is ICU or watever that intensive thing is............... "dear kendrick, i'm sorry we haven't talked since 8th grade. i am sorry i broke up with you. you weren't that bad of a kisser. and you are still very cute." but would that be weird????? lol yeah.... but he's goign to be okay so that's good...........i juss feel soo bad cause they are wicked good at wrestling... even since they were like 3 years old........and kendrick's legs MIGHHHHT be gone if the surgery doesnt go well????? wow i would kill myself if that happend and i couldn't play field hockey or lacrosse! i would diiiiiiiiiiiiie.... anywayyy this is way too long and nobody reads this hahahaa peaceout <3