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Happy Fat Tues. to everyone!! Hope you all are eating well today, bc tomorrow is the day of fasting.. YAY! For lent I am going to try to not lie at alll, which actually shouldn't be that hard considering I've been working on it for a while. My parents have been exposed to sooo many things because I told them the truth about a lot, it made me feel guilty to let them down about certain things but it was necessary to keep my relationship with them going. I do like honesty, I just always feel the need to lie so that I can please everyone around me, its an awful habit, but that is def my personality... always caring about what other think and never caring about my own good.... I can be pretty retaded about that.
The internship search is starting to get bad, i've got a list that is almost 40-50 firms long, well maybe longer than that, of firms that arent even taking an intern, let alone lookng at resumes. The arch firms in Clev are way poor and def can't afford interns.... I am gonna be pissed when I have to end up working for free bc I can just see that coming, as for New York, a lot of them have told me that I am looking too early for a summe position and they won't know for a few months... which makes me freaking nervous. I want to know now!!! I sorta wanted a paid one bc in my major I HAVE to pay for 4 credit hrs at kent for my summer internship, and it count toward my graduation... so I NEED it!! grrr.
btw... 2 ppl were murdered execution style right by where Jason lives, the night that Jason and I went out and got super drunk at a scavenger hunt all around the clev bars for one of his co-workers' bday..... that coulda easily been our drunk asses walking in downtown Clev.... its freaking scary. I hate when I feel unsafe.
The internship search is starting to get bad, i've got a list that is almost 40-50 firms long, well maybe longer than that, of firms that arent even taking an intern, let alone lookng at resumes. The arch firms in Clev are way poor and def can't afford interns.... I am gonna be pissed when I have to end up working for free bc I can just see that coming, as for New York, a lot of them have told me that I am looking too early for a summe position and they won't know for a few months... which makes me freaking nervous. I want to know now!!! I sorta wanted a paid one bc in my major I HAVE to pay for 4 credit hrs at kent for my summer internship, and it count toward my graduation... so I NEED it!! grrr.
btw... 2 ppl were murdered execution style right by where Jason lives, the night that Jason and I went out and got super drunk at a scavenger hunt all around the clev bars for one of his co-workers' bday..... that coulda easily been our drunk asses walking in downtown Clev.... its freaking scary. I hate when I feel unsafe.