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This post is only for me to let some steam off - i have nowhere else to write like this
IT IS NOT FOR PEOPLE TO STICK THER NOSE IN OR COMMENT IN ANYWAYY!!!!!!
So........where to start?
had a gd summer my holiday was entirely amazing - then i got the pics back - it's discusting im fat as a pig in all of them!!! That is when i decided something had to be done and FASTT!!!
I started cutting lots of food out eatin heathy - then health turned to baby food which kinda turned in to nothing at all I do eat but i consumed most of my calories through alcohol when kim was here haha however when Kim and Simon left for Uni I was 1000000% gutted and still am i never thought i could miss 2 people SOOO damn much - Kim is the only girl in this world who always cheers me up just from one night out and Simon is someone ive found who understands me and my head more then anybody else seems too....when they left i needed somethin to keep me busy so i put ALL my focus into losing weight....im eating about 500-600cals a day and going to the gym everyday burning about 700 its so worth it cos the weight is dropping fast...I have targets and things to hit etc etc have to admit I watched a few episodes of hollyoaks (where hannah and melissa nearly killed themselves with food issues) which nearly scared me into ringing ther lil line about eatin disorders but i swear this is NOT an eating disorder just me tryin to lose a lil bit of weight when i realised tht this is just a hobby not a problem I felt better for myself and now it remains my focus...I have around a stone to lose maybe 15 pounds just to hit my target.....So anyway got my driving test in a week which i WILL fail cos im SHIT!!!!!! ahhh i dnt even care anymore everythin is goin badly at home and everythin is goin badly at work cos every1 pisses me off and YES I LOVE TO MOAN ABOUT EVERYTHING!!! Kim I want u bk :( xxoxoxoxoxoxx
DNT U EVEN THINK OF LEAVING "Oh my god ur so skinny" or "Eat more stupid bitch" comments on here THANXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
IT IS NOT FOR PEOPLE TO STICK THER NOSE IN OR COMMENT IN ANYWAYY!!!!!!
So........where to start?
had a gd summer my holiday was entirely amazing - then i got the pics back - it's discusting im fat as a pig in all of them!!! That is when i decided something had to be done and FASTT!!!
I started cutting lots of food out eatin heathy - then health turned to baby food which kinda turned in to nothing at all I do eat but i consumed most of my calories through alcohol when kim was here haha however when Kim and Simon left for Uni I was 1000000% gutted and still am i never thought i could miss 2 people SOOO damn much - Kim is the only girl in this world who always cheers me up just from one night out and Simon is someone ive found who understands me and my head more then anybody else seems too....when they left i needed somethin to keep me busy so i put ALL my focus into losing weight....im eating about 500-600cals a day and going to the gym everyday burning about 700 its so worth it cos the weight is dropping fast...I have targets and things to hit etc etc have to admit I watched a few episodes of hollyoaks (where hannah and melissa nearly killed themselves with food issues) which nearly scared me into ringing ther lil line about eatin disorders but i swear this is NOT an eating disorder just me tryin to lose a lil bit of weight when i realised tht this is just a hobby not a problem I felt better for myself and now it remains my focus...I have around a stone to lose maybe 15 pounds just to hit my target.....So anyway got my driving test in a week which i WILL fail cos im SHIT!!!!!! ahhh i dnt even care anymore everythin is goin badly at home and everythin is goin badly at work cos every1 pisses me off and YES I LOVE TO MOAN ABOUT EVERYTHING!!! Kim I want u bk :( xxoxoxoxoxoxx
DNT U EVEN THINK OF LEAVING "Oh my god ur so skinny" or "Eat more stupid bitch" comments on here THANXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX