Jul 16, 2007 18:14
im slightly unsure where to start :S
loads has happened recently im nt gonna spell it out cos its nt everyones business but i will say its gettin pretty shit.
Breakin up with ant has been hard findin out he was meetin with his ex was the worst part and the fact hes beggin me bk is so tempting but i have no choice but to have a head on my shoulders "once a cheat always a cheat" so i once heard.
gettin a lil bored with life now....
Sat i played Mum, and trust me all the mums out ther i completely respect you because it was the hardest job of my entire life, its my cousins lil suprise baby which some of u have heard about shes 18 months old and brilliant but getting her to sleep and changing her feeding her etc was just tiring im def waitin a gd few yrs before my own come along.
yesterday was rhythms of the world i had quite a gd day with kimmy as always but also realised tht ppl who seemed like my real friends actually dnt giv 2 shits so thts always nice to know ey - learning gradually although i have lots of friends Kim and very few others are the only ones who give a shit about me and vice versa...we're hopin to be movin to new zeland nxt yr if we cn get these visas sorted and that'll be fuck off engalnd for atleast 18 months :)
woke up this mornin tooo late to go to work so i rang in sick instead lol, now ive realised i cnt be bothered to teach tonight either so im havin a lazy day - tv and pjs :):)
not got much more to say
bye xx