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well its saturday this weekend has so far been shite - apart from 2day. that was a laugh and a half. so i guess im only counting last nite as this weekend. heh.
got home from school came online, wasnt in too good a mood as i wanted to talk to cheesecake but he wasnt online. damn.
then found out Sarah was going to Margorys and wouldnt be coming out. i dont know why but i got upset. i starter crying for know reason. shes more like them. what if she leaves me all alone. I need someone there. i suppose kirstin is but me and Sarah have been through alot and i can tell her anything.
so after that i went out with laura and rachy, still in quite an upset mood and we went to shop. then me an jo decided to go to the leighills because we couldnt be bothered waiting for everyone to get their drink. see i am a non-alcoholic unlike some.
so we were walking down, talking about shite and i was dreading all the drunk people. the one thing is drunk people around me when i am sober.
then we met gillian and her posse (minus kirsteen) at the top and jo kept walking. i sat and talked to my wee bro and i thot she was just going to pee. after like 15 minutes i got worried so i walked down and she was sitting alone crying. now i wasnt in a good mood so i couldnt cheer her up but i gave it a good attempt. she was crying because of her cousin. hes in hospital and they think he mite have cancer. its such a shame. jo has on her msn name and her phone a picture of him and ' dont cry, stay strong,shit hapens @ th worst o tyms i wood go thru it 4 u if a cood i luv u wteva hapens huni' its so sad.
so then i called laura an rachy and i met them up at the top of the slides. they were with calum.
i swear he wasnt usual with me. it was like he was ignoring me or as if i had done something wrong? so i txt him when i got home but that will come later.
so he was being wierd and i was getting pissed off at all the people. stevie t was being a cock, rachy an laura were gassed, along with others, jack and jo we together and i was like AHHH!
so i got a taxi up the road at 10 with jo, lou and gillian.
so i got home, had a shower, and came online.
was talking to fergo. he told me he like liked me.:$
then calum came on, after i txt him. at first he wasnt replying an i asked him if he got the msg and he sed he did. so i asked him y he was being like that an he sed he wasnt being like anything. so i sed he was and he sed 'sorry babe' then he started aking me if i liked guy. and me, thinking he ment fancied sed 'hahahahahahaha no.' and he sed thats wide. y not. and i explained that i got muddled up and that i thot he was sound and i liked him as a frend just nothing more.
then calum sed 'dus he annoy you?' and i sed sometimes he can be a COMPLETE COCK' exactly like that. but its true.
the convo went on untill i guessed guy was there, not that i minded because i sorta new from the beggining as cookie was being really different. like he was acting solid. so then i told guy that hes really sweet when hes on his own ect. ect. and before i asked if guy was there calum sed i was a backstabber. but who is the backstabber asking things when guy was there? i could have sed anything that maybe i didnt want guy to know. i got quite pissed off at that. but when they went i got a picture of a kiss. so its all gravy i suppose.
i woke up 2day at 9 with my sister turning on the light to look for socks. cow.
so i got up and got ready and went to falkirk to meet this wife kirstin knows. me and kirstin were getting on really well and we were talking about shit alone so i think every1 got kinda annoyed coz we knew stuff they didnt. anyways. i love kirstin, shes always been there, some of them havent.
theres a funny story in this. we were sitting, all 7 of us, having a fag and this wife walked up. she was quite big and was wearing a short black skirt that blew around in the wind, high heels and a white shirt. she looked like a french maid i swear!!
so she asked if any of us had a spare fag and we all sed know so she walked off and sed to her pal' dontyou just hate it when folk lie and they all have one in their mouths' so i sed 'you look like a fucking french maid' but i didnt think she could hear me. but she did and she looked behind and sed 'whit? whit did you say' and we all burst out laffing. then she sed summit about stubbing out fags on our heads. a 25 yr old starting on 7 16 year old girls. hahahahaha. so we met this wife and she was really quiet. then we bought snakes and walked around town like freaks<33
so now i am home and i dont know if i want to go out incase it makes me feel like i did last night. damn. i have to decide. so i need to go now because dad wants on and hes standing behind me telling me to hurry up so byee xxxx
got home from school came online, wasnt in too good a mood as i wanted to talk to cheesecake but he wasnt online. damn.
then found out Sarah was going to Margorys and wouldnt be coming out. i dont know why but i got upset. i starter crying for know reason. shes more like them. what if she leaves me all alone. I need someone there. i suppose kirstin is but me and Sarah have been through alot and i can tell her anything.
so after that i went out with laura and rachy, still in quite an upset mood and we went to shop. then me an jo decided to go to the leighills because we couldnt be bothered waiting for everyone to get their drink. see i am a non-alcoholic unlike some.
so we were walking down, talking about shite and i was dreading all the drunk people. the one thing is drunk people around me when i am sober.
then we met gillian and her posse (minus kirsteen) at the top and jo kept walking. i sat and talked to my wee bro and i thot she was just going to pee. after like 15 minutes i got worried so i walked down and she was sitting alone crying. now i wasnt in a good mood so i couldnt cheer her up but i gave it a good attempt. she was crying because of her cousin. hes in hospital and they think he mite have cancer. its such a shame. jo has on her msn name and her phone a picture of him and ' dont cry, stay strong,shit hapens @ th worst o tyms i wood go thru it 4 u if a cood i luv u wteva hapens huni' its so sad.
so then i called laura an rachy and i met them up at the top of the slides. they were with calum.
i swear he wasnt usual with me. it was like he was ignoring me or as if i had done something wrong? so i txt him when i got home but that will come later.
so he was being wierd and i was getting pissed off at all the people. stevie t was being a cock, rachy an laura were gassed, along with others, jack and jo we together and i was like AHHH!
so i got a taxi up the road at 10 with jo, lou and gillian.
so i got home, had a shower, and came online.
was talking to fergo. he told me he like liked me.:$
then calum came on, after i txt him. at first he wasnt replying an i asked him if he got the msg and he sed he did. so i asked him y he was being like that an he sed he wasnt being like anything. so i sed he was and he sed 'sorry babe' then he started aking me if i liked guy. and me, thinking he ment fancied sed 'hahahahahahaha no.' and he sed thats wide. y not. and i explained that i got muddled up and that i thot he was sound and i liked him as a frend just nothing more.
then calum sed 'dus he annoy you?' and i sed sometimes he can be a COMPLETE COCK' exactly like that. but its true.
the convo went on untill i guessed guy was there, not that i minded because i sorta new from the beggining as cookie was being really different. like he was acting solid. so then i told guy that hes really sweet when hes on his own ect. ect. and before i asked if guy was there calum sed i was a backstabber. but who is the backstabber asking things when guy was there? i could have sed anything that maybe i didnt want guy to know. i got quite pissed off at that. but when they went i got a picture of a kiss. so its all gravy i suppose.
i woke up 2day at 9 with my sister turning on the light to look for socks. cow.
so i got up and got ready and went to falkirk to meet this wife kirstin knows. me and kirstin were getting on really well and we were talking about shit alone so i think every1 got kinda annoyed coz we knew stuff they didnt. anyways. i love kirstin, shes always been there, some of them havent.
theres a funny story in this. we were sitting, all 7 of us, having a fag and this wife walked up. she was quite big and was wearing a short black skirt that blew around in the wind, high heels and a white shirt. she looked like a french maid i swear!!
so she asked if any of us had a spare fag and we all sed know so she walked off and sed to her pal' dontyou just hate it when folk lie and they all have one in their mouths' so i sed 'you look like a fucking french maid' but i didnt think she could hear me. but she did and she looked behind and sed 'whit? whit did you say' and we all burst out laffing. then she sed summit about stubbing out fags on our heads. a 25 yr old starting on 7 16 year old girls. hahahahaha. so we met this wife and she was really quiet. then we bought snakes and walked around town like freaks<33
so now i am home and i dont know if i want to go out incase it makes me feel like i did last night. damn. i have to decide. so i need to go now because dad wants on and hes standing behind me telling me to hurry up so byee xxxx