May 22, 2004 11:59
Well hum heh. havent updated in a while. buth there really isnt much to update.
well. i have exams next week and for the past few nights me and my dad have been arguing and he is actually doing my face in grrrrrrr.
most of this weekend ive gotta stay in and revise coz ive got like 8 subjects and ive got to revise 4 years worth for each one.
theres one problem though. i lack in concentration, so unless im am in my house alone, i wont be able to revise. argh.
last night was awritie. i got stoned and went to the leighills with laura and rachy. then i went to the viccy wine with Abbey to get me fags and for the rest of the night i was with cookie and lawrie mainly.cookies being awritie again. i dont understand what was up with thim before. anyhows. i walked up ith lawrie and went home. the first thing my mum said was ' i though you would come in stoned or something to get back at your dad' and i was sooo paranoid that she knew i was. she never realised though..
i cant wait untill tonight. babysitting. its lke the only time i get the house to my self for a long period of time. i am supposed to be revising, but i dont know what i will do. revising isnt my thang.
i am so bored. so cant be fuckered writting anymore. cya. xxx
oh god my mum just came in and told me i have 5 minutes on this stupid thing. i hate being controlled and thats whats happening. i am getting TOLD to revise and getting TOLD when to get of the internet and getting TOLD when i can go out. i had more freedom when i was like 11. cunts. i swear i am about to kill someone. xx